I WANT TO DIE SO BAD RIGHT NOW!!!!!! I am fine with suicide even if I die now is better than dying when I am older it's just to much for me can't take it anymore to much pain can't control it.Some times I just wonder how would the world be if I wasn't here I am sure it would be a better place I want to die sooner rather than later it would be much better I just want to grow up as soon as possible and when I get my drivers license I will go to places so much people will see me so less why am I alive why cant I die so people won't worry about me anymore I can hear them talking on how I walk do they think I do not hear them or I don't have feeling I am not made of Stone