So it ended up like this
It feels like all my dreams and hope landed in a puddle of piss
I myself am sent into a dark endless abyss
I was prepared for the risk

But I'm no longer yours and your no longer mine
And then you toss me out for another guy alright that's fine
Although I know that together you and I could've shine
And that my soul is forever yours see this is what I'm try'n

I'll never forget you you've taken my heart and I can't get it back
Fuck this just its wack it feels like a kick to my ballsack but it rest in my heart like I'm about to have a fucking heart attack now I know you can't hear it but there's a track to this rap

For you I would've climb mountains, drown my self in rivers
Yea I know it gives you the shivers
But I know with out me you'll be a little bit better
Yea fuck me right why should I deserve a second chance at this roll-a-coaster of a dance
We called it love and I saw you as a gift from above but its over now and I lost my grip even with a fucking glove I had you in my hands and you just flew away like a white dove and a wedding

This is fucked up! How could you just completely kill me, rape me, and make me feel so fucking empty
Don't you see that with you you I'm nothing no happy, no family no up high past the fucking trees but sadly there's no more for us nothing that can be solved with a please

You where my medication when I was sick and dying
You were my total meditation when I needed spiritual fucking guidance
You where my flower scent on my prison transportation
You gave me this fucking transformation
And honestly I can go on with this shitty information
But I'll just say this you left me all alone like a useless puppy at a train station

I can't go on without you
You were my mentor and I can no longer endure being without you I'm sick of it and quite frankly literally dying

Oh woaw did that give you a sting just toss it out like you did with my god damn ring
You told me I have a great voice when I sing now heres a song for you give it your own rhyme and a ring

If I die tonight I hope I smile
So that when you see all the blood drip off my arms that you stare for a while
But don't worry you got that guy'll always be there for you I mean you can't stay away from that fucking child

This is my last poem I'll ever write and after its sent to you it'll be out of sight so keep it at height but be careful if you look down it might give you a fucking fright yea that's right
Your all the way pass the clouds and you haven't even noticed it

So from me I say to you
So long
And I'll see you around
But don't cry when my body is found
Because it'll be your fault that it drowned