I sat looking out over the quiet peaceful world, for a moment I could just sit and forget everything. I sighed smiling, for a moment everything was perfect. For a moment my world wasn't at war, my friends were safe and I could actually enjoy something. I looked at the sky and closed my eyes, for that single moment nothing else mattered. Then I frowned, nothing would ever be at peace until Nightlock and Springtrap were stopped. I stood and decided to go for a walk, everyone else was still asleep so either way I needed something to occupy my thoughts. I allowed snowflakes to chill my body, I touched a couple tree trunks which had frost crystals slowly growing on them. But my moments peace didn't last, I knew I was being watched.
"You having that peaceful moment too?" Came a softer quieter tone, I turned slowly to find Springtrap sitting by himself on a frozen log. Something about him was, different.
"Yes," I replied walking over to sit next to him, he looked for once sad. He sighed and looked at me, I knew he had a story to tell.
"I had one too, ya know, I have always thought of you and the others as well, pests, thinking back to what happened oh so many years ago it just, makes me regret things, you wouldn't remember back to those days but I'm far older then you think, older then even your past form, and thinking back on those days, it shocks me," Springtrap sighed, I kept my guard up but I felt as though he wasn't lying.
"Why are you telling me this?" I questioned with caution, he sighed and looked at the sky.
"Because I have a feeling you can relate and understand, ever wandered how I got this way?" Springtrap half questioned himself, I nodded.
"Sometimes, you never really give me a chance," I joked slightly, Springtrap chuckled.
"True, anyways I got this way due to so many things, do you like long stories with not so happy endings?" Springtrap sighed, I knew this was the only time to realise how he turned into the monster he was.
"I don't mind them," I looked at him, he gave a sigh.
"Good because mine is exactly that, back in the day when fredbears family diner was around me and Nightmare were great pals, Nightmare wasn't as scary back then but rather friendly, then, he accidentally killed someone, he went out of order and I was moved, I became a friendly face at fredbears diner and me and Golden Freddy got along, of course Nightmare grew jealous because I didn't pay much attention to him, you were mere plans on paper at that point, of course I tried my best to divide my attention between both of them, I was always put back on stage though, always forced to perform the same boring act, then the bite of 87 happened and we all went out of order and were shipped for parts, at the new location I met you and the gang, I didn't leave parts and services often but when I did I was shy, you were different, you already had a soul, golden Freddy was always about when people weren't around because he liked making friends, me and Nightmare stayed hidden and ignored due to us not trusting new animatronics, then William Afton used me as that god forbidden trick suit, he used me to kill the children YOUR children, when I was blamed for malfunctioning I became used to all the hate, I then began to lie, you and the others never knew that side of me though, when Golden Freddy figured out my lies he tried to, get rid of me, then when you and the souls chased him into parts and services he used me to hide of course out of shock my springlocks failed and well that's how I got my stench, after those god forbid thirty long rough terrible years the place shut down after the murders were found and they didn't want the reputation of deaths to grow, I noticed how you all got along so well and grew jealous, me and Nightmare were always ignored and rejected, this is how the hate began, of course I found a special metal that could transform animatronics into nightmare forms, nightmare already had this gift but he never used it before, after so many years of being rejected I set the pizzarea on fire, when I saw goldy stuck I thought you were trying to kill him, that's why I stopped you from saving him, you wouldn't remember unless you somehow unlocked those memories, I then saved him myself and he was grateful and asked why I stopped you, again I thought you tried to kill him, Nightmare backed me up on that, he then grew to agree with what me and Nightmare said, I regretted a couple of things but I ignored my regret, nightmare turned golden Freddy into his nightmare form, Nightmare manipulated us both, then you came and tried to save him, I couldn't bare to loose a friend so I used my blade to make you into Nightmares little Nightmarione puppet, because he encourage that I of course thought it was always the best thing to do, but then, your friends came and tried to save you both, I sat back and watched as you hurt them, Nightmare saw my soft side and I was punished, then I went into hiding with Nightmares protection, then your friend James was found, you all protected him so fiercely, I had no choice but to help nightmare since without him I felt like I would have been torn apart so many times, after James died and you all fled with his soul Nightmare turned on me, he accused me of allowing you to escape with mere cuts and bruises, then Nightmare began to manipulate you, I knew what he was doing was wrong but I went along with everything, I allowed myself to be a mere pawn in his empire, then when you went to battle for the freedom of the world nightmare covered his claws with the purple tinted metal, you almost died because of it, then he tried to manipulate you again after he won, he was always hungry for power, then that incident in the cave where you truly died and killed Nightmare with you I fled with what remained of Nightmares army, we hid in the mines but they collapsed on top of us all, I was the only one who layed there for countless days, alive, when you freed me I thought you were out to kill me so I reacted with violence, I couldn't take anymore, I then had you crushed and fled, I was scared but my appearance and my anger hid that, I came across Nightlock who wanted to use me like Nightmare did, of course I allowed him, his twisted ones obey me but only if he commands it, I found my hidden stash that golden Freddy didn't know about and he praised me, then that time I attacked you and your Nightmarione form returned I realised what I was doing, finally after thousands of years I realised I wasn't doing anything to earn forgiveness, that's all I wanted, forgiveness, Nightlock saw my regrets and he of course punished me, and now here I am, alone, scared, wanting to start over, if I could have back my friend who I lost due to our rejection I would give anything for that, but I watched as you forgave and didn't punish, I wished I had been shown that, now I'm a hopeless rotting shell, Nightlock will only want to use me the same way Nightmare did, I can't take it anymore," Springtrap sighed, his gaze went back to the sky. His story shocked me, memories from my past flooded my head. I put my hand on his back, he looked at me and I saw how scared he was.
"I-I'm so sorry," I apologised, he nodded.
"What's the hardest question one can answer?" Springtrap asked, it got me thinking.
"I'm not sure what is it?" I cautioned, he sighed.
"Can you forgive me?" Springtrap questioned, I knew just by his gaze he wasn't kidding.
Yeah screw you all, if I get one complaint imma write a whole chapter about that one person saying how much respect I should have earned from even writing a single word.