So as you all have read, I'm going to my moms house on Saturday again...

I'm kinda thinking that I don't want to. I've been thinking about it for a couple nights now.

And you may be asking "Kaylee, why not"? Well that's a good question.

Well for starters I haven't seen my sister in awhile (2-3 months) so she might not recognize me, also my moms goes through my iPad a lot and I don't like dat! Also whenever I do go I feel kinda left out. Because I'm the half sister and step daughter and I only see them once a week. And now this week it's even worse. That also happens when we go to OBX, which is 8 hours away from where I live and I'm not with my grandparents for a whole week. I feel left out of things and I feel like the odd ball of the family (The family going would be my cousins aunt and uncle, and my aunts parents). And I also kinda know that my mom doesn't want me to go with them all to OBX. She even said it herself last year. So I'm thinking about not going this year. Another thing is my mother now has TikTok. And I use to have TikTok but they said nO No. And so now I don't have it anymore. And I don't want my mom to do a TikTok with me. That may sound weird and all but it's true. On her bio it shows that she has 2 kids, but has only shown one. And I'm thinking of telling her that she should keep it as one, and that one child being my younger sister, who does live with her. I have 2 days to decide. It's currently Thursday. 

My mom will probably see this and scold me about it. Welp. I'm currently crying while writing this. I will also not tell you guys her TikTok because I don't want y'all to go scold her and tell her that I sent you. Nor will a show a picture of her. I'll keep that stuff a bit private. If you do find her TikTok. Don't comment anything about me. 

Ok bye bye!