Maybe I should have

I should have

But I didn't

And now, I lost my chance

It bothers me a lot

I can't get you out of my mind

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Dreamless nights keep me awake at night

These monsters under my bed

They make me terrified

But not as much when I think about losing you

But you were never mine

And I was never yours

/

But darling, you hold my heart

It's in your hands

And suddenly, you just threw it away

Like a crumpled piece of paper

And I am devastated by what happened

But I love you still

/

So I pick up my heart

And give it to you the second time

Just like before,

You threw it away

It's so torn up and bloodied,

Even I, feel bad for it

/

Is this the price I have to pay for breaking your heart the first time?

Is this your revenge?

I already said sorry

But I guess you wanted me to suffer

The way that you did

I learned my lesson now

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If we keep on hurting each other,

Tearing one another,

If this ends

I wonder. . .

Will there be enough of us to get by?

Or are we too broken to even smile?