Don't ask me what I want

If I say, will you give it?

I am not desperate enough

No matter how much I want it

I'm too proud to beg

So now, I just need a peace of mind

My thoughts are too messy to understand

Fingers, too fast when emotional

I don't want to open my mouth

Afraid that I will hurt you

With words that are meant for good

And not for pain

Give me a moment

I just want to be alone

Maybe in a while, I'll be okay

For now, let me be