I scroll down the list of my contacts

I contemplate who I'm going to invite

I didn't realize I'm at the end

I didn't even pick anyone

It's sad to think

That I have the numbers of these people

But I can't even ask them

When I need someone to talk to

In the end it's just me

Me and my thoughts

Haunting me

Provoking me

I don't mind being alone

Because I love my own company

But there are times

When being alone feels lonely