04.08.1987 - New Jersey

Richie's point of view

As the sun warmed my face, I woke up. My little Jonnyboy was still sleeping next to me, a sweet smile on his cute face. A curl was hanging in his face, covering one of his eyes. My gosh, those eyes were so beautiful when they were opened, that deep ocean blue eyes. They told me every time I looked into them, how much he loved me and that made me realize all the time, how much I love him back. I couldn't live without this man on my side again, my heart belongs to him and no other person could ever steal it again. I looked at him dreaming and prayed that he would know how much I love him. After a while I stood up and showered, humming a melody which stucked in my head all the way. I have to work on it later, I think it'll be a good one. After I was finished, I borrowed some of Jonny's clothes and placed a kiss on his forehead before I left the room. On my way downstairs, I met Alec, who looked kinda facilitated as he saw me. "Richie, where were you? I already searched for you in your room but you weren't there", he said a little blaming. "I was at Jon's, I missed him", I replied and blushed at my own words. "Seriously? You were away from each other only for a few minutes and you already missed him?", Alec said and laughed a little. "Yeah, I missed him because I love him", I finally replied and thought of his sweet smile in his sleep and those soft, pink lips to which I was so addicted. "Awe", Alec said and smiled a big smile at me. "Now c'mon, let's get some food!", he yelled again and I followed him downstairs. Alec pulled me to a table, on which were already sitting Dave, Tic and Doc. "Hey Rich, slept well?", Tic asked me, still a little tired. "Yeah", I replied and thought of Jon once again. He captured my mind every time, it was a little scary. "I think I'll get some food now, I'm pretty hungry", I finally said and went off to the buffet.

While I was taking some bread, someone whispered a 'morning' into my ear and touched my hand lightly. "Morning sweetie, slept well?", I asked him and held his little finger with mine, relaxing because he was by my side. "Yeah, because you were right next to me", he whispered and breathed on my neck. That gesture sent shivers down my spine and caused me to breathe heavily. "How can you do that to me?", I finally asked and showed him the goosebumps on my arms. "I don't know, but I'm proud of it", he replied smirking and winked at me, causing me to blush too. "Boys! Please don't flirt in the public, do that later when your on your own", Doc finally said from behind me. "Of course, sir. Wanna have some food, Jonny?", I replied, blushing in a dark red and saying Jon with my eyes, that I wanted to talk to him. He got it pretty fast and nodded as a reply to my question from before. I took his arm to drag him into a corner of the room. When I was sure no one was listning, I started to talk. "Um...Jonny? I don't think that I can hide my feelings from the public every time, I love you way to much for that. I mean, just look at you. You're so beautiful and sweet. It's just so hard for me not to hug and kiss you every time I see you." I looked into his eyes desperately and felt a warm tear rolling down my cheek. Damn! Why am I so emotionally when I'm with him? "Me too, but the band could be dropped when we tell the public", he replied and wiped away my tear,  his eyes hanging on my lips, longing for a kiss. "You're righ-" he cut me off with his lips crashing on mine. First I was a little surprised, but then replied the kiss. We parted after a while, panting a little. Then it hit me. "Fuck! What if someone had seen it? They're all knowing who we are!", I whispered in panic and looked around the room. Nobody looked at us, everything was just like before. Then I saw a little boy who was staring at us, his eyes widened and his mouth a little opened. Shit!

Then I saw his mom. She was wearing a Slippery When Wet T-shirt and had "Jon Bon Jovi" tattooed on her upper arm. My jaw dropped as the little boy pulled at his momma's arm and pointed at us. "Jon, I think a fan of you had seen us", I whispered still shocked and nodded towards the two of them. "She...fuck Rich, she has my name tattooed", he said in shock and held my hand tighter. I just nodded and stared at the girl, jealousy filled my body. As she finally noticed us, she blushed and quickly looked away. "She's kinda cute", Jon said and leaned his head back against my chest. The jealousy in me grew even more. He's mine and only mine. So I squeezed his hand even tighter, causing him to jump a little. "Rich, don't be that jealous. She's just a groupie. My heart is yours. Forever", he whispered and I nodded, his words calmed me down a little. Suddenly the woman stood up and walked over to us, carrying her little son behind her. "Um...H-hi, I-I'm Jessica and this is my son, Alex", she stuttered and looked down. "Hey, I think you already know who we are", Jon replied, pointing at her T-shirt. "Um, yes of course. I got a question, could I get an autograph from you two on my shirt?", she asked while blushing. "Sure thing. Got a pen?", I asked her, trying to be as nice as I could. "Yeah, here ya go", she said and handed one to us. We wrote our names carefully on her shirt and hugged her afterwards. "Um Jessica, if you wanna let the others sign also, the boys are over there", I said and gestured over my shoulder. "Thanks Richie", she said and hugged me again. Then she turned to Jon and kissed him short but passionate. My heart bursted in that moment and the tears rolled down my cheeks. Jon pushed her away. "I'm so sorry, I just had to do that", she whispered under her breath and ran to the other boys. "Oh Rich...please...I don't want to loose you again", Jon whispered and hugged me tightly. I closed my eyes and cried into his beautiful hair, still brokenhearted. "Look at me", he whispered again and took my face in his hands. I wanted to look away but he didn't let me and forced me to look into his bright ocean blue eyes. My heart melted and I touched his cheek to feel his warm, soft skin. "Oh Rich, I love you. Only you. Forever", he whispered against my lips. "I love you too, Jonny", I replied and kissed him gently. His lips moved lovely against mine and my heart healed by that feeling very fast. "I don't want to loose you Jonny. Those groupies break my heart every time they kiss you", I mumbled and looked down. "And they break mine too, because afterwards I always have to see you brokenhearted", he replied and kissed me once again. "I promise you that I'll be yours forever", Jonny said again and I hugged him to show him, that I would never let him go. "Wanna eat something?", I finally asked and took his hand as he nodded. "But...Rich?" "Yeah, Jonny?" "You know that we can't be that close in the public every time, it's too dangerous", he whispered and I gulped in fear. "Yeah, I know", I replied in sadness and sighed afterwards. "Ok", Jon finally said and kissed my forehead for the last time, before we went to the buffet again and got ourselves some food.