December 24 ????                 9:53 PM

I've grown into the fact that I am pregnant.
Once i remembered I actually began to eat.
I know now that I am carrying a life.
My cat is gone.

I needed her comfort.
I need all the support I can get,
I'm so young
I just turned old enough to marry
Now I was forced to be pregnant.

I best leave.
This home is... unfamiliar..

I want to go to my old home
My child will live a comfortable life there, among the wild flowers,
The soothing sound of water flowing,
The constant scent of safety.

There,
The moon is hidden.
The moon did this to me,
Now the moon won't be able to hurt my baby.

My baby, named after the burn of the iron on my breast.
Crescent.
I cannot wait until the day they're born.
I want to hold them,
To cradle them in my arms,

I want my baby.
I want my baby now,
All these mother instincts are flooding to me.

Crescent grew larger,
Making my stomach increase in size,
I felt sick when the sun came up,
But it was worth it.

The sun is a sign of fertility,
The suns glare on my stomach is a good sign.

I love my baby.