December 25 ???? 12:01 AM

I sobbed in my bed,
I had another episode.
The moon looked down at me again,
I sobbed
I cried
I tried to hide

I covered myself in blankets,
It could only comfort me.
My baby was a reminder of what happened,
I remembered what HE did to me as I stroked my stomach, marks from that night were still on my thighs.
I could see scars on my chest, scars on my nipples.
I bled so much that night, my throat burned that night from my pleads.

I wanted HIM to stop,
I wanted to leave
I didn't want it
I told HIM I didn't want it

But HE did it anyways