The blue screen of my phone alights

The time seems to mock me as the seconds tick by

My mind refuses to let me rest

Filled with wandering thoughts

What could have beens

What ifs...

The scars invisible to the naked eye

Throb beneath my skin as my heart tightens

Memories of us

And what could have been

Repeat like a vinyl

As the needle drags itself back to the beginning

If only darling

If only...