A Complicated Relationship: Ch.1

I grimaced as streaks of light glared through the curtians of my room. Groaning I throw the blanlets over my head not wanting to get up. Maybe tomorrow? Yeah, that sounded like a perfect day to start the rest of my miserable life. But before I could go back to sleep, the damn alarm clock screamed at me. After debating on getting up or waisting more money on a new alarm clock I decided to just get the day over with. I took a quick shower and headed down stairs.

The sound of silverware and glass scrapping against each other reached me as I walked into the kitchen. My little brother Seth sat the table eating a bowl of honeynut cheerio. He raised his head to see me stop and cross my arms over my chest.

"What?" a smirk slipping on his face.

"Why cant you eat your own cereal?" I said as I walked over to get a bowl for myself. Seth shrugged turning back to his cereal.

"its just not as good as yours. Besides haven't you ever heard of sharing?" He responded digging his spoon in to his bowl again. "No" I said giving him a flat look. After a few moments of silence seth let out a deep sigh "what?"

"why dont move back home?" He said keeping his eyes down. I looked away focusing my eyes on a speck on the table. "you know why" I could feel his eyes on me so i meet his gaze.

"mom is worried about you. She keeps ranting on about if your okay, if your hungry, if your lonely blah blah blah." He said raising his voice about two octive. "Honestly I'm tired of it, so please save me and move back home." I shook my head at my mothers actions. She has always been a worry wart. But nothing my brother can say could make me go back there. Seth let out a deep sigh taking my silence as my answer, I watched him get up and wash his dish.

"come on bro or else were going to be late"

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Parking I starded at my prison, Jakson High. 'god I hate school' but the funny thing is I really didn't need it. I probably surpassed every kid in this school even seth was smarter then most of them but my parents wanted us to have a little bit of a normal life which to me was stupid because nothing about our lives were normal. why? well I'll tell you, seth and I along with the rest of my family are all Werewolves. Yep I said it, werewolves.

You know what the kicker is though? I'm next in line to be alpha but I don't want be. If I could I would give my position up to Seth but I'm not allowed unless I tragically died or something but thats not happening anytime soon. The only thing thats saving me from being alpha is I haven't found my mate yet. If I did I would instantly become alpha but I would try to keep that info from my dad as long as I could.

The reason I don't want to be alpha isn't because of the responsibility but the 'I HAVE TO BE' part, I don't have a choice. My father has been grilling and training me ever since I was born and frankly I'm hella sick of it. I've never been able to be kid it was always 'alpha's don't do this and alpha's don't do that' after eighteen years of this I decided this alpha's moving out!

I know that when I find my mate I'll have to be alpha. I've purposely been avoiding eye contact with every girl for the passed three years. Seth on the other hand hasn't. See for werewolves when you turn sixteen your able to find your mate, it's like there was a barrier blocking you from finding her until that age. And right now I'm relishing in my freedom of being alpha free.

"are you coming or are you going to glare at the school for the rest of the day?" Seth's voice interrupted my thoughts. I nodded getting out of the car and followed him through the doors of the school. the halls were quiet and deserted, well that was a great way to start off my first day, Late. "hey I go this way so I'll see you later k." seth said walking off. "yeah" I responded heading in the direction of my class.

After a minute or two I reached it and waked in. The teacher looked at me, then the attendance. "Eli Thomson? this is not the way to start off your first day here by being late." My words exactly. "Don't do it again" she said " there's a seat in the back that will be your permanent seat." I nodded and headed to the back.

After first period the day moved pretty fast. I had lunch with seth and made small talk.

"so, you have two of my classes so far what do you have next?" I asked him in between a bite of my pizza. "auto and math. What about you?" He responded. "chemistry and english. Hey what are you doing later?" Seth gave me a questionable look. "running, why?" I Shrug my shoulders. "well, mabe I could join you. I haven't been on a good run in awhile." Seth smirked. "I don't know bro you might be a little slow for me now. With you slacking off in your traning I can't have you lagging behind."

I gave him a flat look. "haha, very funny. No you worry about youself, and who said I was slacking in my training?" Giving him an evil smile I picked up my paper tray and threw it in the trash just in time for the bell to ring. I headed off to my english class, on my way there some dark haired kid bumped into me. He landed on the floor as were I didn't even budge. "dude, are you alright" I asked bending down offering my hand. He took it and then righted his shirt.

"yeah man I'm good" he said. "sometimes I don't look were I'm going. My names andew by the way." He said holding out his hand. I shook it, "Eli" I responded.

"so are you new here? I've never seen you around." I nodded. "yeah me and my brother transfered schools" His dark green eyes gave me a once over. "are you new in town?" He asked. I shook my head "no I've been here for a while" I answered. "oh, so-" before he could finish what he was saying the last bell rung. "crap" I heard andrew mutter. "hey, I'll see you later I got to go." Nodding as I watched him leave down the hall. That wasn't weird shaking my head I started to my class again. Damn I was late to another class. Once I got to there the only seat that was empty was the back desk.

The instant I took my seat I froze, something was wrong. I scanned the room trying to see what the problem was but the smell of jasmine and vanilla engulfed me. 'who is that?' Realization struck me, my mate. 'Damn, after three years of being careful the one day I let my gaurd down I find her.' I kept my eyes lowered, avoiding anyone who might look at me. A million questions were going through my head like, 'do I look for her? , do I want to find her? , if I did find her would she except or would she be frightened of what I am.'

There was a slight movement to my to right and the smell hit me again, not only was she in the same room but she was sitting right next to me. As much as I tried I couldn't help myself from taking a peek from the corner of my eye. My breath caught, she was beautiful. Her dark hair ran down her back, I bit my lip resisting the urge to tuck a sray strand of hair behind her ear.

Long lashes covered those eyes I desperately wanted to see.

I put my head down on my arms taking deep beaths to keep my wolf under control becasue he was over joyed making me want to take her into my arms. Don't get me wrong even though I've been avoiding this moment Im still excited I found her. I want to be with her but being alpha isn't part of my future plans but at what cost, losing the only reason for my existence? Never being truly happy? I groaned silently 'what do I do?'

I drowed the teacher out as I focused on keeping myself calm. Her smell was everywhere making me light headed. My body tingled from how close she was. I was going mad with anxiety, I wanted to look at her, talk to her, hear her, touch her. My jaw tightened as I restrained myself. 'now I know they call your mate your heart, your not complete unless she's there by you side. Your just an empty shell until she comes to fill you with life' the thought of her being my life filled me with love. They say finding you mate is the best filling in the world and it was.

The sound of the bell ringing made me jump out of my seat and I landed on the floor with a loud 'thud'. I was greatful that everyone was to preoccupied with getting to there next class. My gratefulness was short lived when I felt a small hand touched my shoulder, then her sent filled my nostrils again. I looked up to peer into the lightest green eyes I'd ever seen. Her long hair fell over her shoulder, her bangs hung to one side of her face cover one of her eyes. It took all I had to not brush it out of her face to see both those beautiful emerald eye.

Then her full lips started to move. I was so consumed in my thoughts that I missed what she said. "I'm sorry, what?"

"I said are you ok?" Her voice made me forget whatever I was about to say. 'how could a voice sound so smooth, like melting honey'. When I didn't answer she raised a delicate brow. I quickly shook my head "yeah, I'm fine" she gave me a skeptical look. "are you sure? You hit the floor pretty hard" I shook my head again. "no really I'm great" I said getting up off the floor.

As she stoop up too I noticed how little she was, she just bearly reached my shoulder. "Well since your okay I'm gunna go to my next class then. It was nice to meet you...?" "eli" I said. "eli" she said with a small smile. "yeah, it was really nice you. I'm sorry I didn't get your name" I responded. "It's angie, see you later." She said as she left.

'Angie' I smiled to myself as a gathered my stuff and walked out of class. 'My angel'.

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