Doctor: Do you want to know the gender?

Y/N+T: YES! *we say at the same time*

D: So you will be parents of ....

*She looks again, if it is really true what she says, not that we are happy that it will be the sex and then at birth, then the other gender is*

D: Congratulations, they become parents of a girl

*Tom immediately jumped up and kissed me. As fast as he was I couldn't react, but a few seconds later I return his kiss*

T: I love you

Y/N: I love you too

*My tears running down my cheek he wipes away and kisses my forehead. We discuss a few more things with the doctor that are important to consider in the weeks leading up to the birth, but we see each other again soon in a few weeks I'm not worried yet about my questions that are buzzing around in my head all the time. Tom took my hand in his and the grin he had on his lips since the announcement doesn't disappear and that smile on his lips makes me smile too*

Y/N: What are we going to do now?

T: Now that we know the gender, I would say we can really start buying things and furniture.

Y/N: Well then let's go

*Together we go to Tom his car, as Tom is he opens the door for me and helps me to get in. He gets in on the other side and together we drive off. So the day actually went by very fast, we found a lot. I had to pull myself together not to buy the whole store empty. The little things make my heart melt.

So month after month went by, it was amazing how fast the time went by, the nursery is really a dream, I can't imagine a better room for our little princess. Every evening I sat down in it and stroked my belly with my hand. It won't be long now until the calculated date of birth, that's why Tom has really become too anxious. If it was up to him, I would lie in bed all day and do nothing, but there I granted and was able to get my way.

But still I'm glad to have him by my side, just like our families, my mom and also Nikki call me almost every day and ask how I'm doing. We also get enough gifts from them, which moves me to tears every time. But also all the beautiful moments, are destroyed by people. Almost weekly I get messages from Alex, that I don't open the letters, I think is clear, but it gets on my nerves. The private detective tries everything, but he can't be found and that's what scares me. I want him to stay away from my family, if something happens to Tom or my princess, I don't know how I would handle it*

T: You worry way too much

*I didn't realize Tom came into the nursery, so it was a bit of a shock moment for me*

Y/N: I don't want you to get hurt

T: If he dares to touch a single hair on your head or on the head of our little girl, he will have had his last breath.

*He kneels in front of me and looks me in the eyes.*

Y/N: Have you packed your bag yet? You know it could go off at any moment

T: I was just about to go pack it, but then I saw you here so lost in thought.

Y/N: I'm just worried that he's nowhere to be found and these letters are really bothering me too.

T: I know baby *he leans over and presses a kiss to my lips*

T: But everyone makes a mistake and then we have it. You're not alone anymore sweetheart. We all have your back

Y/N: We love you

T: I love you too

*I was grateful that Tom was trying to cheer me up, but I also knew it wouldn't be easy with Alex running around free. But it's not just my ex-boyfriend that's causing me problems, because Nadia keeps trying to get Tom back. Why can't we enjoy our time together? I really wonder how we both managed to be together with such people in the first place. But I don't want to worry about it anymore, because when I look outside, it's already dark. I slowly get up and get dressed to go to bed. Just as I went into the bathroom I notice a small pain, it was once again a pre-labor contraction. God was good to me, because I didn't get stretch marks, but if I did, I knew Tom would love me. With the thought that I will soon have our little daughter in my arms, I fall asleep. *