i can't tell if

losing the words to my feelings

is better

or worse

then it was with the last person I kissed

i dont have a long string of poetic words to describe how i felt

when i kissed you

it just felt good

so good

so so good

maybe the simplicity is better than before

or maybe i should just admit that

not everything has to be in relation to something else

maybe

ill admit that

not everything

has to relate back

to something else

to nurse better health

is to forget

a concept to get

i hope you're doing well