I admit it. I lied.

I regret it. I cried.

I didn’t have to. I realised.

It was too late. I sighed.

Should I apologise?

There you are. I stop.

I can’t do it. My heart drops.

I feel it. A teardrop.

I hear them. Raindrops.

The sky is disappointed in me.

I can’t do it. I ask myself why.

I can’t say anything. I’m too shy.

I know though. I have to try.

I open my mouth. I’m about to cry.

I don’t want to lose our friendship.

It’s a big secret. I know.

I should tell you. But would I then miss you so?

I’m worried. Would I see you tomorrow?

I’m scared. Would you leave me and go?

I can’t survive without you.

I’m really sorry. Do you know that?

I need my courage. Where’s it at?

I need it. I need to start a chat.

Lying is bad. You can slaughter me like the cat would the rat.

I can’t tell you how sorry I am for lying to you.

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