There's nothing i miss any less;
In moments of worry, mom your sweet embrace.
In moments of frustration i can't shout
'Cause i know there's no one to hear me aloud.
All I had once called freedom...
Being myself is a word just dumb
Not meaning anymore.
Even if things are sore
Somehow I've to learn to burry it within.
All seasons, moments I've seen
U were always there by my side;
Now I've to face it alone.
Courage that was before shown
Being beside u with your support
Is something from myself I have to import.
Source of energy is minute
But u can't go mute
When there's the time
You've to speak with rhyme.
Moments are made alone
Experiences have grown.
I'm learning but when I am hurt
I'm the only one left to clean the dirt
That scatters my cleanliness away.
No matter how easily they say
Habitual one day you'll be;
But all through u see
I miss u more than the moment before
There's nothing i miss any less.
No one can bear my tantrums
No one can understand my hmm's
I don't even expect them to
'Cause they are not what are you
A family...to hold on to.
Where I stay is not a home
Realization of it has grown
With each passing sec i feel worn out.
All the frustration, sadness i can't even let out
Burry it deeper till
Volcanoes errupt within seal
Away my sanity from within.
Craziest thoughts i've ever seen
Are not as crazy as they r now.

To better myself I truly vow
'Cause even though
There's nothing i miss any less
I know every moment you are there to bless
Just with me from within
Even if you are unaware
Of the moment when I dare
To show courage
'Cause i create a bridge
I don't let u pass, to lessen your worry
I want to handle it myself
'Cause i don't wanna be weak
But realization that u r always with me
Makes me stronger
I'll prove myself I promise
Though there's nothing i miss any less!

-( This was my condition me being a hostelite for the first time. I have grown up a lot, matured a lot, learned to control many stupid emotions, think more rationally and all staying at hostel. No matter what experiences i had, good or bad. They had helped me grow, and for that I will always be thankful to all my hostelite batchmates. Most importantly i will always be thankful to my roommates specially poojadr and more two idiots named Kallu n Kalle😂that you have beared with me through all my growing up process. And still bearing with me. You girls have given me a belonging away from home and that means a lot one would know if one stays away from home. Love u❤)
Apart from that I would like to give only two tips if u want to survive hostel life- let the "me"ness in you go away, don't expect anything and u will be delighted to receive help even from unexpected people.