random fun fact before the angst:

did you know (of course you didn't because I never said it, but- xD) that "A Change of Heart" was an original story?

yeah, I just suck at character design so I made it a fanfic instead LOL-

have fun with that info B)

and uh

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edit: happy bday pro egg/anti-book xD

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I felt so tired.

I didn't want to move.

I didn't want to do anything.

I just wanted to disappear.

However...

I sat, the side of my face pressed against my deck as I lazily stared at the wall.

Squeezing my eyes shut, I internally berated myself. I should've just stayed home. All Might offered. Why didn't I take him up on it? I don't want to be here.

At least you know the truth now.

I shot up in my seat, my stomach churning uneasily. Not again... Hesitantly, I whispered. "Why are you back?"

Did you think those pills were for nothing? The voice scoffed, laughing.

I furrowed my brows. What? Why didn't I have them today?

Maybe you shouldn't have skipped breakfast, the voice chuckled.

I froze.

It feels good to be back, you know. It's pretty dreary when you can't even hear me. And now I can even talk to you about your fantastic past! It felt like the voice was teasing me, causing me to clench my fist.

Shut up. I'm a hero now.

Oh, you think so? The voice asked, seemingly amused. Just because you took a few classes you think that someone like you can be a hero? Please. Don't make me laugh.

People care about me. They believe I can be a hero, I gritted my teeth, fingers digging into my scalp.

Mhhhhm, the voice sang, That's why your little girlfriend rejected you the other day? What'd she say, huh? Oh yeah, she asked how she could be with someone like you. A villain.

That's not what she-

And I bet you can barely look at your other so-called 'friends.' Like that one engine boy? God, you nearly slaughtered his brother! The voice laughed wickedly and I bit my lip, nearly drawing blood. As for Blondie and the Ice Prince, you hospitalized both of 'em! Oh and, the voice seemed to be taking great pleasure in my torment, About Blondie - he was right about everything else you did to your classmates. And about the whole mom thing.

I gritted my teeth. You little-

Hey now, don't get mad at me. It's not like I was the one controlling your actions. It was all you, Izu~.

"THEN WHO ARE YOU?!" I shouted, shooting from my desk.

The voice didn't respond, and I felt a sinking feeling overcoming me as I glanced around the room. The realization that I had yelled that comment out loud hit me.

"Sorry," I mumbled, bright red as I sunk down in my seat.

Nice one.

Shut up. Just go away. Leave me alone and torment someone else.

Not very herolike of you to want me to bother another person, the voice made a tongue clicking sound, causing a sharp pain to shoot through me. Either way, I can't. I'm just you, Deku.

A chill ran down my spine. Liar.

Why would I lie about something so pointless? The voice scoffed. I'm nothing but a figment of your imagination. You're doing this to yourself. These are your real thoughts.

Wh-

You know that your friends don't care about you. You know that, at one little action, you'd scare them all off. They're only hanging around you because they're scared, the voice whispered. They're afraid that you'll turn on them.

"Shut up," I mumbled.

They're scared that you can and will kill them if you feel like it.

"Shut. Up," I said a bit louder.

You mean nothing to them. You're just a burden.

"SHUT UP!" I banged my fist against my desk, tears falling down my cheeks. "You know nothing."

The voice chuckled. Just look around you. You'll see.

Stiffening, I raised my head, looking around the room. Each student gave me a look of both terror and concern.

"They care," my voice broke, soft enough that nobody else could hear. They're concerned, I can see.

About their own safety, maybe, the voice seemed to roll its eyes.

"Midoriya?" Kirishima asked, voice unsteady. "Are you alright." My eyes flicked around the room, seeing that the majority of the class were alert and, as it seemed, ready for battle.

I bit my lip, tears rolling down my cheeks. No... They... They care...

"Izuku?" Uraraka asked worriedly, "Why are you crying?"

Not wanting to respond, I simply buried my head in my desk. Go away. Go away. Go away.

I stiffened as I felt a soft touch on my arm. Instinctively, I threw my arm backwards, only to see Uraraka looking at me with a slightly hurt expression on your face. "Are you okay...?"

"No," I whispered.

It looked as if her heart fell. "It's okay, Izu. I'll take you to the nurse or something. We can-"

"Are you scared of me?" I asked, voice trembling.

Her eyes widened. "Wh-what?"

I repeated myself, voice still low but more clear. "Are you scared of me?"

It was as if time had frozen around me, everyone standing perfectly still.

After a moment of eye contact, I glanced down, sighing. "I knew it..."

"No, no," she said frantically, "Izuku, I'm not-"

"Are you sure?!" I snapped, standing up. I huffed, fist clenched as I looked down at her. Her face was twisted into one of fear, causing my heart to fall. Looking around the room, I saw wide eyes from each student, some lurched forwards in battle positions.

My breath caught in my throat. "I'm..." I bit my lip, head snapping downwards and to the side. "I'm sorry," I whispered shakily. Not giving time for anyone to reply, I ran outside, not bothering to give Aizawa - who was just about to enter - a passing glance.

I clenched my teeth. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

As I ran through the halls, I simply allowed my legs to lead me, shoving past several people as I ran. My body felt like collapsing, air becoming difficult to catch. Still, I continued running, hearing footsteps behind me.

Somehow, I found myself standing in front of an empty room, forcing myself in before barricading the door. Panting, I collapsed in the corner, legs shaking.

"Just go away," I croaked towards no one in particular.

You can't escape from your own thoughts, the voice whispered.

"Just leave me alone."

I'll always be here.

"GO AWAY!" I shouted, breathing heavily.

Waiting.

I opened my mouth to reply when, suddenly, I heard another voice. "Izuku?!" Uraraka said frantically, clearly out of breath. "Are you in there?!"

I froze, not knowing what to say.

"Izuku, come out, please," she said, practically pleading.

"Go away," I finally whispered. "I know you hate me."

"Young Midoriya," All Might's voice piped up. "Please, just come out."

"Or what?!" I shot back, "You'll break down the door and drag me out?!"

Aizawa sighed. "Midoriya, please. We're just trying to help."

I ran my fingers through my hair. "You can't help me," I whispered. "I'm evil. Just a worthless villain."

"Young Midoriya, you're not worthless," All Might said sadly, "And you're not a villain, either. You're just a kid."

"No normal kid needs to be cured from insanity," I snapped back, causing him to go quiet. "I'll just hurt everyone. I've already done it before..."

"Izuku, y-"

Suddenly, a purple glow began to come from before me, mist swirling around. "What the...?" I mumbled.

"Midoriya?" All Might said, concerned, "What is it?"

The mist grew larger, and I stared into a pool of black surrounded by a purplish hue. "I... I don't know..."

Without warning, a hand shot out from the mysterious... thing..., causing my eyes to widen as I shot up. "WHAT'S GOING ON?!" I yelled, panicking.

"Young Midoriya?" All Might said, panicked, with Uraraka similarly worried in the background.

"What do you see, Midoriya?" Aizawa asked, his normal monotone voice carrying a bit of an edge.

I yelped as another hand shot out. "I don't know! Some sort of portal thingy?! With hands?!"
I heard shuffling behind the door.

"Midoriya, get away from that portal, now," Aizawa said sternly, his voice more alert.

"I'm trying!" I said, panicked.

As I was close to the wall, I kept backing up until finding myself pressed into a corner.

Outside, I kept hearing loud banging noises, leading me to believe that they were trying to break in.

"Midoriya, stay calm," All Might said, though he couldn't do the same himself. "Stay away from that portal."

I gulped, kicking away the hands. "I

Suddenly, though, I let out a yell as a hand - connected to a visible half of the person's body - grabbed onto my shoulder. "NO!" I yelled.

"Young Midoriya?! What's going on?!"

The door looked as if it might burst.

I gritted my teeth, attempting to pull myself away from whoever was dragging me towards the portal. However, they simply strengthened their grip, pulling me closer.

With a loud bang, the door was flung against the wall, revealing Uraraka, Aizawa, and All Might standing in the door way.

The three looked over, concern on their faces as my body was enveloped by the portal.

Tears ran down my cheeks as I mouthed to them. "Help."

But it was too late.

For them, I had already disappeared.

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-x- Uraraka's POV -x-

As a million thoughts ran through my mind, All Might threw the door open with clenched teeth before his head snapped over to the right.

Stepping forwards, my eyes widened as I saw Izuku being pulled into one of the portals that the League of Villains had used, body barely visible. He had tears in his eyes as his body sunk inside.

"YOUNG MIDORIYA!" All Might shouted, leaping forwards. However, Izuku was already gone.

The man stood frozen for a moment before he placed his hand on his forehead. "No..."

It was as if the world around us had shattered. The situation - which happened in only a few seconds - felt like hours.

My hand flew to my lips, tears threatening to spill from my eyes. "Izuku..."

Aizawa placed his hand on my shoulder as we both watched All Might nearly shaking. My heart fell. Someone so strong. And yet...

He was gone.

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I REALLY WASN'T PLANNING ON DOING THIS YET LOL

sorry for the whole LOV copout but its the best thing i could think of B,)

as of writing this, i don't have too much of a plan to incorporate them a whole lot (just here and there) sooooo :P

also: that whole scene where the portal appears?

that happened in like, less than a minute (just seemed longer) :P

anyways

Thanks for reading! <3