Kaylee

He can't actually be serious...

Can he?

I mean if he was, there'd be no way he'd actually spank me, but honestly I want him to but I'm just too scared to ask. No, I haven't been spanked before, but I've heard about other couples doing it, and it sounds interesting.

Over the last few days, I've been really indecisive because of Romeo but I've been trying to find this kind of relationship all my life - well since I turned 15 - and now that I finally found it.

I feel as if he's going to murder me

I mean he got "mad" when I nodded at him.

But I'm not going to lie...

It turned me on

I wonder what'll happen if I'd actually "disobey" him. That actually sounds like a good plan.

When I came back from my thoughts I realized I was still in the middle of the cafeteria flustered and wet.

I finally made the move to go to the bathroom, so I could actually see what he did to me.

When I made it to the bathroom I instantly went to the mirror, and saw that the hickey was much bigger than what my camera had showed.

I got my makeup out of my bag, and started to work my magic so the hickey would disappear and since he smeared my lip gloss while kissing me, I had to reapply.

My eyeshadow and blush was still looking good, so I didn't add anymore. I got my comb and brush out of my bag and started to tame my hair adding water to make it more curly at the ends.

After I was done I looked at myself in the mirror I decided that I was looking good enough and prepared to meet Romeo.

I loaded my makeup and hair brush and comb back into my bag, and walked back outside and checked my phone for the time,

11:30 A.M.

Shit... Class been started

Honestly I don't feel like going, there's only about an hour left anyways, so I decided that I wanted to go to my favorite thinking spot since I haven't been there in a while.

It's only about 10 minutes away, so I'll go there for a few then come back around 12:20 since I'd only have 10 minutes before I'd meet Romeo.

I walked out to the parking lot and got in my car and drove off to the one place my Aunt Carry would take me.

It's off the shore, and the view is amazingly beautiful, and I know the way there like it was the back of my hand.

There was a huge patch of grass everywhere you stepped with different colored flowers embedded in them and somewhat like a mountain on the left side of the trail.

And that's what I loved about this place as a whole...

It's beauty reminded me of the person who took me here when I was little

I started to drive my way there, and in 10 minutes I was there looking at the most beautiful sight I've ever seen.

Other than Romeo of course

I got out of my car and walked near the edge, but made sure to distant myself from it as I started to take pictures with my camera and reminisce how my Aunt Carry would take me here almost every day after school.

She never took Maxine because she knew she would probably fall, and I was much more conscious of what would happen if I was near the edge.

Absentmindedly I started to reminisce why Aunt Carry took me here before she passed a couple of years ago.

Her mother would take her here, but not my mother because of the same reasons she'd take me and not my sister.

It looks like we were the best out of the sisters

Sadly she passed due to breast cancer three years ago, and when I first heard the news I was in denial, but when I finally came to terms with it, I was extremely depressed.

I wouldn't eat, couldn't sleep, and didn't want to leave my room.

I'd lay in bed and never get out unless I had to use the bathroom, and since I didn't eat that was hardly any.

Since I didn't eat, I lost 10 pounds, and I was a small girl from birth, so not eating only made me more sick.

My family came and went obviously giving up on me but my sisters came everyday and started telling me it was going to get better. I immediately disagreed wanting them to be like the rest of my family and let me sulk and be depressed but they never left me alone and started helping me eat more.

Then the unimaginable happened...

I found my love for food again

My sisters and I began to eat any and everything insight and about two months later I gained more weight, but they made me exercise, so now I have curves in the right places.

Which is why I encourage everyone to keep your family near you.

They might be hell but they'd never let you fall on your own

I checked the time again after some time and saw that it was 12:10, so I decided that I should go.

I instantly wiped my face from stress, and felt water drops.

I didn't even know I was crying

I sighed heavily but put a smile on my face, so I wouldn't go back to my dark place.

I got up and walked back to my car, and started my way back to the school. When I made it inside, the bell was about to ring so I hurried in without anyone noticing me and walked to Romeo's class.

Seconds after I made it there, the bell rung and I knew I was about to see him.

Doors started to burst open and students started running out of them like they had somewhere to be.

Romeo came out of the room after a few seconds, and when he saw me his face went from happy to mad immediately.

He stormed up to me, and grabbed me by the waist and whispered in my ear.

"This." He said while gripping my ass

"Is mine." He finished giving it a smack and me a peck on my cheek

He grabbed my hand and started pulling me with him the opposite direction from the doors.

"Romeo where are we going?" I asked frantically

"To my house." He said still walking forward

I felt myself get hot and sweaty from his simple response.

"Why?" I asked already knowing the answer

He turned around grabbing my waist, and using one of his hands to lightly trace over the covered hickey.

I shivered and leaned my head to the other side so he could have more access.

He slowly moved his finger tips to the middle of my neck and looked at me in the eyes will smirking and started to choke me.

"Because bad girls get punished." He said while applying a little pressure

He kissed me hard then removed his hand from my neck and grabbed my hand again, and dragged me once more to the front doors to the parking lot.

That's when I knew I fucked up