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Kaylee

I ran into his room, took off all my clothes except my lingerie, and got into position not wanting to get in anymore trouble.

Minutes passed and he still hasn't came up and I'm left alone with my thoughts.

Now that I think about it I haven't felt this feeling in a long time.

I feel lost in the pleasure...

Lost in the feeling...

Lost in the mindset...

Lost in him

And I feel as if it's going to be that way for a a long time, because he's all I think about, other than my sisters of course, but there's one question that keep asking myself.

What could I do to get him out of my head?

"Nothing."

I heard a deep voice say with the creak of the wooden door. I squealed and gulped knowing that he heard me and would try to make me go into deeper detail,

"Why would you ask such a question baby girl?" He asked rubbing my butt ready to slap it if I gave the wrong response

I swallowed hard and my throat suddenly got dry.

"That was supposed to be in my thoughts."

"Well it wasn't. So please baby girl. Tell me why would you ask such a question." He pressed

I started to think about how I could phrase my next words correctly.

"Because you're in my mind so much that you're all I can and want to think about. And I can't tell if that's good or bad."

There was silence for a moment, but when I felt his hand connect with my ass in a harsh slap I knew I had upset him.

Then I felt his front press against my back making me hotter than before and blow out a breath I didn't know I was holding.

"Let me show you then." He said rubbing the spot he slapped

He bit my ear making me arch my back and moan softly as he pulled me up by my hips.

I squealed as he turned me to face him. My hair was frizzy and in my face and I could barely think straight.

"Mine." He growled choking and kissing me

My eyes closed involuntarily as my womanhood pulsated. He swiftly leaned me over the headboard making me lay down on my back. My hands instantly tugged on his hair and my hips buckled trying to get some sort of friction.

"Baby please." I moaned against his lips

"What do you want Kaylee?" He asked seductively removing his mouth away from mine to nip and suck on my neck

I looked down at him for a moment letting all my defenses turn off to enjoy the moment.

It's been a while since we've been this close, and I don't want it to end. But I've been having thoughts that we're going too fast for our relationship.

I mean we've been talking, but now that I think about it...

I don't know the real Romeo

The Romeo that didn't know me before we bumped into each other at the store.

The Romeo who lived his entire life until this moment without knowing me.

The Romeo that has been unknowingly kept away from me.

Now that I think about I don't know anything about him other than his father being the world's most feared drug dealer in the world and his school information.

Other than that, I don't know him...

The real him

Which irritates the fuck out of me

I looked him in the eyes and took a deep breath knowing I was about to ruin the mood but I needed to know him.

"I want to know the real you." I spoke with a shaky voice knowing how he was about to react

He reeled himself back from fanning my face so we could get a better look at each other and just stared at me for a while.

"Where is this coming from?" He asked after a few minutes of silence

I put my head down suddenly feeling embarassed for asking such a question. But my curiosity got the best of me, and I don't honestly think I'm going to leave this house without a reasonable answer.

"I was just thinking–" I started but was cut off

"Don't ever ask me that again." He said turning away from me

This wasn't like him... at all. I was basically asking him to tell me more about himself and he turns away from me...

Is he hiding something from me?

Is he hiding someone from me?

"Romeo what's wrong? I ask you to show me the real you and you shut me away?" I tried once more only to be shut down

He gave me an angry look and stormed out of the room leaving the door open.

I hurriedly trailed him to God knows where so we could finish this conversation. I saw him heading to his kitchen so I followed him there.

"Why the hell are you acting like a child?!" I yelled looking at him

He looked back at me with a confused but shocked look.

"I'm not acting like a child. You didn't ask me that question until now, and I'd like to know why." He said calmly

Is he serious right now

"Romeo. We haven't fully told each other about ourselves. The only thing we know about each other is our school information." I retaliated

"That's okay with me." He said shrugging

I stared at him as if he had grown a second head.

"Are you insane? I'd like to know more about you if you're going to be my boyfriend. Why can't you just tell me something?" I asked death staring him

What could be so serious that he has to keep all of his private/personal information hidden?

It wouldn't make sense unless he was in some sort of trouble that I don't know about.

But if he was in any kind of danger, why wouldn't he tell me?

Why would he tell you?

My mind asked

I sighed softly already knowing how this was going to turn out, and from the looks if it I wasn't going to like it.

"Romeo, I honestly think we need to have a sit-down." I said looking at him

"What's a sit-down?" He asked confusingly

"It's where we sit down and talk about what's on our minds." I responded

I could tell the nervousness on his face which made me believe he was hiding something from me.

"What could you possibly be hiding away from me that has you this scared?" I asked irritated

Silence

That's all there was for a complete 10 minutes, and we just sat there looking at each other reading each other's soul. Of course he would look at the floor or the wall every now and then to avoid my gaze, but I overlooked it to see what answer he might get from them.

In all honesty, I have this crazy feeling that in the long run, things might not work out between us because there's no trust.

If he can't tell me something about his personal life, and we've been seeing each other for a least 2-3 months now, how am I going to get any information out of him?

Knowing him all of the questions in my mind are never going to be answered.

Just as I thought we were getting back on track.

Maybe I'm overthinking it

But maybe I'm not

Either way with so many thoughts on my mind, I shook my head walking back into his room, and gathered all of my clothes and put them back on and walked out the door not listening to his calls of my name.

"I'm always going to protect what's mine."

I repeated to myself as I called the girls to come pick me up and take me home. I texted them where I was but walked to the corner so they wouldn't know exactly where his house was.

To be honest, at first I thought the first thing on the list of what I'd have to protect would be either Romeo or my sisters or even myself as a whole.

But the truth is...

It's my heart