Sourya's Pov

Next Morning.

I didn't slept last night.I roamed on my bike around the city like a nomadic.

I went every where and enquired everyone.I didn't find any clue.

I enquired watchman and found they were two,one among them is Veer and other is his assistant.

I went to Veer's house and enquired about him in their neighborhood.

Noone knows exactly where he lives.He hide somewhere after he came from jail.

I slept there on the road,I don't know what had happened to me but I don't want to go home.I am feeling very alone.

"We found him,Will you come to PS now"Abhimanyu asked me.

"Sure"I drove fast.I don't know why he didn't speak a single word about her.

I wanted to ask him but I kept quiet as I am going myself.

"Where is he?"I went straight to Abhi and asked him.

"Please,Take your seat first"He looked around.

"Sourya!"Pramod appeared suddenly.

"Why are you here?"I asked him questioning.

"Abhimanyu asked me to come here"He looked at him.

"We traced him lastnight"He heaved a sigh.

"That's good.Where is he?"Pramod asked him anxiously.

"He was ...ah...."He is searching for words.

"What happened?"Pramod asked him suspiciously.

"I know something had happened,Please tell me"I looked at him.

"We found him dead"He said after a second.

"What?"We both looked at him.

"Yes"He nodded.

"Really?"I am devastated to hear the news.

"Where is Anu?"Pramod asked quickly.

"Is she alive?"I don't know why asked him as such but I lost all my hopes.

"I am sorry!"He looked away.

"What?What are you saying?Are you sure?"Pramod couldn't believe what he heard.

"His car drowned in the lake"He said heaving a sigh

"What are you saying Abhi?"Pramod looked at me asking me to speak.

"We collected three dead bodies last night.Veer,His assistant and....."He stopped wiping the tear escaped from his eye.

"Sure?!"Pramod asked him.

"Yes!"He nodded.

"Are you sure?You might have mistaken!"Pramod asked him with teary eyes.

"Bodies are in unrecognizable state.You can't see them"Abhimanyu stated.

"Are you sure?"Pramod didn't believe what he just said.

"Yes,You need to accept the truth"Abhimanyu patted Pramod's shoulder.

"Are you okay?"Pramod asked me.

"Just speak something for god's sake"He shook me twice and asked me to speak out.

I got up from chair and stood their like a rock.

"Say something?!"He caught my hand as I took a step ahead

"Please"He begged me.

I didn't say anything.I just shook my hand asking him to release it.

He loosened his grip but didn't release it.

"Where are you going?"He asked me.

"I don't know"I answered.

"Please"He wiped his tears.

"I need to go"I said very casually.

"Just cry,Why are you hiding your emotions."He slapped me.

I looked at him just like that.

"Let it out.Don't hide your feelings"He begged me.

I just shook my hand releasing it from his grip and walked out.

"Sourya.Just stop there"He is running behind me.

I went to my bike and started it.

I didn't heed to anyone.

I want to kill myself but I know I can't do it.I need to live for my family.But will it possible for me to live without her?

What should I do now?I just want to rip all my emotions away from me.I want to erase the word "love" from my life.I want to live like a robot devoid of all emotions.It's impossible for me to forget her.How could I?She is my life?I need to learn how to live without her from this moment.

I stopped my bike at the lake where Veer's car drowned.

I looked at.I felt sad for a second.Tears are falling from my eyes.I can't resist them more.

I collapsed there.I am crying.I want to see her for once,one last time.I felt sad.

"Why did you leave me as such?"I asked her.

I can't here her anywhere.....

I have live my life without her.

I need to learn this from this moment.

I deserve this...

It is the best punishment ever recieved.

I have to......

WHAT DO YOU THINK IS SHE DEAD?Or IS SHE ALIVE?!