Walking into the room she looks around the room and shook her head finding none in the room. She was going to be mental one day handling with babies at one time. Her husband wasn't less than a baby.

He had whole Sunday off but look at him. He hasn't been sleeping or spending times with her but involved his whole day with Reyansh and Aadhira. Since morning he hadn't come around her to kiss or hug. She felt incomplete without him. She was missing those days where he wouldn't leave a single cling to her but past few weeks he wouldn't even come near her.

Is it weird and horrible to feel jealous of her own babies . She was definitely jealous of them who has been taking all attentions of her husband away.

She stood by the balcony door and watched Neil sleeping on side with both of them around him. He had been patting his hand on Reyansh stomach who held a toy in his fist putting in his mouth.

Neil chuckles and removes the toy away from his mouth and took his phone out to capture some pictures of his son while he's playing. He then looks at his daughter Aadhira who was faster asleep hugging holding Neil's finger in her tiny fist. He even took her pictures putting his phone side and smiles at Reyansh who closed his eyes.

Neil was backing facing so he didn't acknowledge his wife presence who stood by the balcony door watching them. She took a deep breath and walks towards them.

Sitting on her knees she leans over and looks Reyansh who giggles as Neil made some faces looking at him. She also smiles and placed her hand on Neil's shoulder gaining his attention. He tilts his head around and looks at his wife with a smile.

She returns the smile and softly calls his name out.

Avni : Neil. Can you please come with me?! I need go show you something?

He turns his body around and looks at her grabbing her hand in his. He gently caressed it.

Neil : Jaan, I can't come at this moment because I can't leave ansh alone. What is it you need to show me? Can it not wait?

She looks at him in horror expression not expecting this kind of answer from him.

Avni : Neil! Please come with me. Look even Reyansh sleep. I won't take much time of yours. Come with me na.

Neil looks over towards Reyansh and found sleeping. He glanced back at his wife who desperately wanted his attention. He nodded his head and gestures her to come closer. She leans closer looking confused.

Neil : what am I thinking is right Jaan? Do you also feel the same Jaan?

Avni frowns hearing him and not able to understand what he was trying to convey.

Avni: what are you saying Neil? How do know what I want to tell you?

He smirks and pulling her closer to which she lands over his chest. She gasped and looks at him who smirks in return stroking her cheek gently. He cups her face with his free hand kissed her forehead. 

Neil: your eyes and lips don't lie to me Jaan. I can read you like a open books.

She rolls her eyes at him and slapped his chest making him chuckle. They both looked other side where Reyansh and Aadhira were sleeping.  Neil turns his head towards his wife and thought of teasing her but before he could he heard his daughter starting to wail.

Avni pushing Neil away went to other side and scoops Aadhira up in her arms. She looks at him who laid on his stomach staring her with a soft smile playing on his lips.

She shook her head and turns all of her attention at Aadhira who was crying. She started to pat her stomach while unbuttoning her top and glanced Neil who hadn't moved his gaze away from them.

Patting Aadhira softly as she watched her sleeping again after feeding. She got up with Aadhira in her arms and walks back to bed. Neil also stood up and follows his wife with picking sleeping Reyansh in his arms.

He placed Reyansh on bed and looks at his wife who walks to washroom leaving the door lightly open. He smirks and glancing at them sleeping soundly follies his wife to washroom.

He hadn't forgotten how desperately he's carving to touch his wife, trails kisses down her whole body, and make her love to her. He had to hold myself because he had seen how exhausted she becomes end of the day handling the twins.

He locks the door behind him and his eyes fall on his wife who stood front of the mirror getting undressed. He walks towards her and stood behind her. He clears his throat gaining her attention.

She didn't looked surprised when she turns her head around looking at him. She definitely expected him to come inside the washroom.

Avni : what are you doing here Neil? Didn't I locked the door behind me?

Neil : Jaan, who are you fooling around? It cannot be you because I and yourself know you didn't lock the door.

She glares him and moves back when he steps closet and placed his arms against the wall trapping her between himself and the mirror behind her back.

She looks at him just dressed in her inners. Her body starts to shiver seeing the closeness of theirs, her cheeks heats up but still dares to look into his eyes. Her breath hitched up as she opens her mouth to say something but he palmed her mouth and shook his head.

He then placed a kiss on forehead with his fingers working on her bra straps. He slides to side then dipping his face placed a kiss on her bare shoulder. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. He did the same on other side and looks at his wife who stood there with any fear. He smirks and steps away.

She opens her eyes and stares him being disappointed. He chuckles unbuttoning his shirt and taking it over his body.

Neil : Jaan, I would love to have you in my ways but not now.

Avni : but why Neil? Don't you want me?  Don't you feel the same Neil? Do you feel disgust coming near me? What is stopping you Neil? Do you realise when was the last time we made love together? How long do I have to wait Neil? Don't you love me anymore? Neil why are you refusing to come closer to me?

Tears starts to rolls down her cheek as she let her feelings out. He got shocked and steps closer cupping her face but she pushed him away.

Avni : no! Don't touch me Neil. You shouldn't touch me because it disgust touching me Neil. Why do you care what I feel? You don't even care what I feel? Have you thought about me? It's been 3 months since I have given birth to twins. You don't even time for me Neil? When was the last we spend some quality time alone together Neil? Why are you so quiet Neil? Now answer me Neil?

He steps forward and cups her face brushing his thumb against her cheeks wiping the tears away.

Neil : Jaan! How can you say something like that? Why i would feel disgust coming closer to you Jaan? I care so much about you Jaan, you mean a lot to me Jaan. I'm sorry feel you felt like that. I'm sorry for neglecting you Jaan. I'm really sorry Jaan. Please forgive me. I have tried working things out for us. I should have focused more on us. I can't jigging things down Jaan. It will take time Jaan go adjust new changes in our lives Jaan. I should have extended my break, I knew it was bad getting back to work right after your delivery.

She looks at him while crying. Her body looks tired and exhausted. She shook her head and crashed into his arms sobbing loudly.

He starts to caressed her hair gently while dropping few kisses on her head. He wraps his head around her shoulder tightly and closed his eyes feeling so safe hugging her. He tightens the hug and felt home with her.

He also realised his mistakes neglected and pulling her legs went to far away. He got carried away. He knew what he had next to make his wife happy. He doesn't want to hurt his wife. He loves her to much to lose her. He could do anything to see the smile on her face.

He broke the hug and cups her face dropping a kiss on her forehead and looks at her wiping the tears away from her cheeks.

Neil : I'm so sorry Jaan. I shouldn't have made you feel so terrible and insecure. I should be blamed, you thought and went through this insecurities. You have no idea how badly I want to wrap your body against mine, you have no idea how badly I want to hide you in my arms. I don't feel disgust about your body Jaan, you shouldn't be thinking about all those kinds of things. You should deserve all the love Jaan. 

Her eyes tears up hearing his words. She felt so stupid bursting out at him like that.

Avni : I'm sorry Neil too. I don't what had happened to me. I sound so selfish Neil. I'm sorry too.

Neil shook his head and side hugs her pecking her forehead. Out of nowhere his wife pushed him and grabbing bathrobe walks out of the washroom.

He stood there and watched walking out of the washroom and thought of something.

Neil ( mind) what was I thinking? How could I make feel so terrible like that? I need do something.

He thought how to make up with his Jaan. He had realised they haven't been spending alone times together. Even he wanted to be with her but the circumstances doesn't allow them.  He loves spending his times with his newborn twins but he also misses his wife.

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