"When did this happen!? Why didn't you tell us?"

"Cause I thought you would maybe... judge me..?"

"Why would we judge you for your parents dying!?"

That sentence already made me want to cry.

"Cause you all have parents and now I'm just a loner. What if you guys stop loving me? Then I'll have no one."

"Niall, that's nonsense. We will never stop loving you."

"Now, why don't you rest up for a bit. Ok?"

I nodded.

I slept for a half hour before the boys came back in.

"Niall, how would you feel about... therapy..?"

"Th-therapy?"

"We found someone and we think you should try it. It's better to do it now instead of waiting so the problem isn't as bad, and so you can heal faster."

"Problem?"

"Um-"

"I'll try it."

"Ok Niall!"

"Your first session will be today at 4:00. K?"

I nodded.

At 3:30 PM

"Ready Niall?"

I nodded and got up from the bed.

We made it to the place about five minutes early.

The boys did some more signing stuff and then they called me.

The moment I entered the room, I saw colors. Bright, vibrant colors.

"Are you Niall?" a voice spoke.

I nodded. He gestured to a seat and I sat down. The guy looked young, maybe in his mid-20s. He had black hair, and looked calm, and well put-together.

"Hello Niall, I'm Jonathan. I'm going to help you heal. Now Niall, tell me about yourself."

"Ok, Um, about what?"

"Anything you want. It could be why you're here, your hobbies, your friends, anything at all."

"Ok, well I don't really have any hobbies beside music. My best friends are definitely Harry, Liam, Louis, and Zayn."

"Cool, what do you like about your friends?"

"Oh! Um, I guess I'll go one by one."

"Whatever you think is best. Let me remind you too, anything you say, will stay here. I won't tell your friends anything you don't want me to."

Him saying that made me feel better about being here.

"Ok. Let's start with Harry. I like that he's funny, and he comforts me when I'm sad or don't feel well or something. Liam is the same. Also, I kind of have a crush on Liam... Ok, Louis! He's mean to me sometimes... but not just me! It's like his personality. Sometimes he like... can't... contain... his anger..? Now Zayn. Zayn's nice. He always gives me hugs when I'm sad, which comforts me just as well as Harry and Liam."

"Cool."

"Um, do you judge me for having a crush on Liam?"

"Never. Your sexuality doesn't affect me or have to do with me at all. You can tell me about your relationship stuff if you would like, but I will never dig into that category."

That made me smile again. I think I liked this.

The session ended after an hour and a half of talking. I told the boys... some... stuff. I told them I wanted to continue doing therapy, though it might not have been completely true. They were really happy with that.

They signed me up for every Tuesday at 4:00 and told everything to Simon and our management.

Therapy should work.

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