My Heart's Broken Note.
Wendy was able to find a cut off area of the mountains that was able to see the tower's balcony. She sighed as she sat down on the cliff that was there.
"Crawford... Why? What is holding you back? What has grasped you from our once strong bond? What has snapped it in half?" She looked at the sky. "Why? What is stopping us!? Please! Tell me!" She cried out as tears raced down her cheeks. "Why is the world this cruel!? Will someone, anyone, tell me?! Please!?"
The temperature dropped even more than that of its current chilliness as a soft noise escaped her.
"A million thoughts in my head
Should I let my heart keep listening
'Cause up 'til now I've walked the line
Nothing lost but something missing
I can't decide
What's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go"
She looked up at the tower as she continued.
"If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, if only
If only
If only"
She stood up and sorta walked away a little from the cliffside.
"Every step, every word
With every hour I am falling in
To something new, something brave
To someone I, I have never been
I can't decide
What's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go"
She fell back on the snow as the sound continued.
"If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, if only
Yeah"
She stood up and turned to the castle. She smiled lightly as she continued.
"Am I crazy? Maybe we could happen
Yeah
Will you still be with me when the magic's all run out?"
She thought she heard Crawford's voice somewhere join her in the middle as she kept the sound going.
"If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh
If only, yeah
If only, yeah
If only, yeah
If only, yeah
If only
If only"
She grabbed her mouth as she looked around. Was she hallucinating? She thought she heard him with her. Or was she dreaming? She sighed as she sat back down on the cliffside. She teared up as she looked down.
But he had heard her. Little did she know, he had joined her in that. But he never made a move.
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He stared out from the balcony that eyed the Ranger Union and stared out to the mountains. A weak flutter came upon his heart as he stared out to the horizon.
"Wendy...? Please... tell me that was you... tell me what's wrong... I know you're out there... what has hurt you... I can help... just tell me..."
He paused as he turned to glance inside. Most of the others had fallen asleep. Cedar was the only one that hadn't, but Crawford didn't know what to do except leave him alone. Crawford looked out to try to search for the green haired female. But it wasn't easy. He just knew she wasn't in his domain.
"Are you... at the union? Are you waiting for me? I'll come for you, Wendy. Just tell me how and where."
Silence greeted him as he continued his search. A tear danced down his cheek as he looked down. The air got cold at the small sign of weakness.
"I thought I was an outcast
I thought I stood alone
A rogue, a thief, a joker
No place to call my own
I thought no one could love me
And how could I have known I was wrong
Oh so wrong"
He went inside, forgetting to close the door as he continued.
"And then I thought I found it
A dream that I could share
I thought I was so lucky
It almost wasn't fair
I thought I knew my purpose
I thought that I knew where I belong
But I was wrong
Everything I ever thought I knew
Where I've been, where I'm going
Everything I counted on turned out to be untrue
Could've guessed, should've known
Now I do"
He went down to the main entrance and looked around as pictures, fake and real, crossed the crystals.
"Everything I've yearned for
Everything I planned
All my sweetest memories were castles made of sand
Now that it's all crumbling, help me understand
If none of it was really me, Then who am I supposed to be?
And everything I ever thought I knew
Every hope, every feeling
Love and trust and happiness
They're done, they're gone, they're through
And what's left, me alone
Once again, should've known
Now I do"
He went up and headed to the balcony. He looked out as his voice softly reappeared.
"I guess my life meant nothing
I guess it was a sham
I guess I'm someone else now
I wonder who I am"
He knelt down and teared up. It was so hard to keep a strong grip like this.
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Cedar eyed him. His motherly instincts told him to comfort the male, but he knew he couldn't go over and embrace him. He also had heard Wendy and knew she was hurting as well. Oh, how badly he wanted to embrace them and help them. He paused before letting a soft tune out of him, the air getting cold. Crawford and Wendy paused as the words flew across the air.
"You and I
We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky
With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide
So stop time right here in the moonlight
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes
Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song"
Crawford shuddered as he stood up and kept the sound going. Wendy looked up and joined, far but there.
"With you, I fall
It's like I'm leaving all my past and silhouettes up on the wall
With you, I'm a beautiful mess
It's like we're standing hand and hand with all our fears up on the edge
So stop time right here in the moonlight
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes"
Cedar smiled before taking over.
"Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song"
The duo quietly trembled before joining him.
"You're the perfect melody
The only harmony I wanna hear
You're my favorite part of me
With you standing next to me
I've got nothing to fear"
Cedar: "Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole"
Duo: "Without you, I've got no hand to hold"
Cedar (All) [Duo]: "(Without you), I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, [I'm just a sad song]
Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song"
Crawford shuddered before turning to him. Wendy stared up at the tower with a pause. Cedar smiled a little before turning over to glance at the others, who were slightly shifting. Crawford gulped before closing the balcony door and jumping up to his room. Wendy gulped before running back to the others.
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I hope you liked that. I wanted to add a little area with Cedar because he's hurting the most and I wanted him to get the spotlight a little after his little to no action. Next will be the start of the regaining of Aloje! Enjoy and have a great day. Mlm out.
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