"Reduce your anger, it won’t help you" 👑

💄Wendy's💄

Breakfast was somehow rushed, I was quiet through it,  the two men talked about work. during the course of their discussion I found out Jeremy was back in the country and now works with chevron,  one name kept coming up as they discussed 'Leona' and I wondered who that was. once in a while Gabriel wanted me to contribute to their conversation, I believe he didn't like how quiet I was, questions like you school at the southern State University,  what's your major came up,  Jeremy was pretentious, busy typing away or playing with his phone when Gabriel asked.

The fact that Jeremy was ignoring me,  or pretending not to know me was piercing my heart. I was contemplating within myself if to go through with the journey with him or just use the bus station which was my initial plan, I don't think I could bear three straight hours of Jeremy's pretense. I wanted to lash out at him how he didn't deem it fit to reach out to me for Four years, he never left anything for me to contact him when his last words before leaving were I hope we remain friends. I could Never forget. That words hunted me day and night,  especially on cold lonely nights. After a long search for him, I resulted to fanny for help, I asked her to help me get his contacts from his sisters. 

fanny returned telling me Rosny was being a bitch about it and she wasn't going back for it. I felt really bad and wondered why Rosny was selfish with it

"Wendy hope you enjoyed your breakfast" Gabriel asked, 
Ye...s,  i stuttered . I stole a glance at Jeremy, he wasn't even interested in our conversation,  he was interested with what's on his phone. Sometimes smiling, I wanted to slap the smile off his face so badly, irritating much I thought.

I regretted ever wasting my time, all these years I have been hoping and wishing he comes back so he could be my boyfriend, I was dating him in my head already  and refused dating other nice guys who came my way, just look at you Wendy, look how your long wait turned out, I scolded myself.

I stood up immediately,  I needed  to go get my luggage in the process clear my head from these nonsense  I excused myself,  arranging  my short body con  gown,  trying to put it in place since it slighty went up during the process of sitting. Now  both men turned looking, Jeremy was the first to look away, and that annoyed me, "Imbecile" I said softly they both heard me and stared at me, i used that as a cue  to be a little bitchy by jiggling my ass while walking away swaying my curvy hips in the process. Choke on that, I said to myself.  I knew they would be staring including other diners. I Didn't care.

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I was checked out of the hotel by Gabriel, we followed Jeremy to his car and it was a BMW M3 series just like Gabriel's, but his was silver colored. Nice ride,  I told him hoping to start a conversation and he ignored me. Like what the hell,  that was rude. I stood frozen as he kept my luggage in the trunk of his car. I waved at Gabriel who got into his car as we got into Jeremy's. Gabriel drove off first before we left the hotel premises.

"Did I offend you"

I finally found the courage to ask after about 10minutes of driving
He looked at me briefly before taking his concentration back to the road.

"Why are you ignoring me,  did I offend you"

"I was told you specifically asked me to leave you the hell alone"

I was shocked to the bone. Who,   how, where and when were all colliding in my head,  when did I say that,  who did I say that to, how did I say that these things were not connecting and I wantes to know who but  his outburst rendered me speechless.

"Wendy leave me the hell alone" He barked.

" If I had the slightest  idea you were the one I was coming to get,  I wouldn't have come" he muttered, but I could hear him
I could literally see the fire in his eyes. I was toast I concluded. My dream wedding with him went up in flames.  With this fire in his eyes,  I knew I wouldn't even get the chance to be his girlfriend.

I sat back and sulked through the journey

Jeremy didn't speak to me too,  he didn't  give me a chance to explain myself,  like the tone of my voice irritated him,  he was giving me the silent treatment,  I was pained,  my heart was heavy,  and I felt a very strong urge to cry, but not for him, I wouldn't, he wasn't worth it. I told myself while I wallowed in self pity

we were almost at the North town,  he stopped to refill his tank. I knew I had to get down,  I don't think I would survive another minute with him, the last two hours were hell, didn't even enjoy my journey. I hated silent treatment,  it drives me insane. I needed to be far off,  like clear my head,  this wasn't the reunion I envisioned. I came down.

"What are you doing" he asked with no expression on his face.

This development too was driving me crazy, how did he learn how not to show emotions I thought,  four years ago i could tell what he thought from the expression on his face, how did he master this.

"I don't think I can spend another minute with you" Lying was my weakness

"Is that so" he said with that stern expression of his.  which made me mad.

"yes"

"you have been doing fine. I already promise Gabriel to take you home and I do keep it that way"

Oh you doing it because Gabriel asked you,  not because you want to.  I felt sad all over again. Now he was done with refilling the tank.

"Get in" he said

"No" I replied

He looked around already frustrated.

"you ain't going to get any bus here"

"I rather walk I said,  walking towards the trunk to retrieve my luggage.

"And you think I would give you that" he said looking angry

"you can keep it,  I said and started walking towards the road.

I looked back and found out Jeremy hasn't moved an inch, from where I was I could see he was staring angrily at me.
I ain't going back I said trying to convince myself. We were already close to the main town,  i just need to walk a little, yes walk a little pass this bush part,  before getting to the main town which would lead me to the towns bus station. I became terrified,  I knew I was poor at long distance walking, but I rather walk than go back to him, I told myself hoping a vehicle would come by.

I walked for 5 minute and  I was already exhausted, and immediately regretted my actions but I was too stubborn to go back.

Then someone picked me up lifted me like a child, my intuition was to shout, but whose going to help me in this bush part, I brought this upon myself I said trying to get myself free from the kidnapper, the person dumped me over his shoulder muttering

"spoilt brat"

I relaxed a little hearing Jeremy's voice. When did he get here,  he must be a light walker,  I thought then I became angry again, and struggled

"Let me go"

"stop jiggly your ass"

"Put me down you pervet"

He dropped me roughly back in the passage seat of his vehicle,  I was surprised,  when did he drive down. I must be way deep in thought for me not to be aware, for his vehicle was close by.

"Don't ever do that again"

"There is never going to be an again,  you made that clear earlier" I fired back

He went mute, gazed down at me for some seconds, locked the doors and went around. Climbs into his side of his car and zoomed off.

The fresh air of my town welcomed me,  I did a dramatic  breathe in and out, I missed my town and my home so much,  I immediately wanted papa.

In no time I was home, as soon as I arrived, papa was outside to welcome me, the look on his face as Jeremy dropped me off was epic. I knew I had a lot of questions to answer.

"Nice ride" papa said gazing after Jeremy's ride

"papa he offered to help me" I said softly as papa picked my luggage

"I never asked" papa mockingly said as we went into the house.
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