I can't feel safe. I just don't. There is someone inside me who doesn't trust anyone. Even the one who stuck by my side for so many years and proved otherwise. I still can't. I am scared of loving someone, thinking someone will accept me back for who I am. A scared person who is not strong no matter how much she appears to be. No matter how much she is admired, loved, trusted, and proved otherwise but she is still scared of everyone and everything. She has lots of people to love and she does love them but doesn't trust them. What the hell is wrong with her!!! What the hell is wrong with me!!!