There are some inescapable parameters of senselessness, self-torture, all vague and ambiguous.

The indefinite struggle of the human soul develops uncertainty and misgivings about ourselves. We break, get created again, then break once more, sometimes by others by our thoughts and then get up stronger than ever. Well, most of the time.

The human mind has been an incredibly huge enigma. Not just in the eyes of scientists, philosophers, and psych experts but even in the eyes of a common human being of average intelligence. (how absurd is this idea of average intelligence)

There is an unyielding desire for answers to an existential dilemma. There is a struggle, an ongoing battle of oneself against his mind, and whatever the answer comes in our mind, it is never the one we can easily accept. The solutions all different and never preferred. Hence, the dilemma.

A human mind is usually a dark place to be in. This is where our biases are. An unresolved issue to existing in a world where everything is biased one way or another, our mind the biased of them all. Though many people claim that they are unbiased(How biased this statement is! How do we know we are unbiased entirely?)

A question arises from all this.

"Is there a way to resolve this unresolvable enigma?"

My mind(yes, that one. The biased one) arrived at an outcome.

The confrontation to the darker self.

To attain a balance between light and darkness within.

Merging optimism and pessimism to create a sense of realism.
But then again, how should I know it is the right one?

It is not entirely an answer to the ongoing war. Not eternal harmony. But a break, a cease-fire to keep going on and living.

After all, surviving and living in is all we are good at.