I wanted it to all end. The pain, the fear, the lying. All of it to just end. That never happened. I'm somehow still chained to all of your madness. I thought I cut the ties but they were indestructible.
  You only cared about yourself. Never once about me. I threw myself under a bus just to make sure nothing could hurt you when in reality I only hurt myself. The names you said behind my back, the rumors that were whispered in the halls, it all came from you. You were too dumb and selfish to realize how much I cared for you and how much effort I put into us. I was just as dumb as you. I have you too many chances. And you continued to take advantage.
  There is so much you said about me. I said so little. I wanted to say more but anything I said was ignored. I let you say what you felt with no judgement when ever you wanted. I held my feelings in because you never gave me a change to talk about me. There is so much I could say about you. But here I am. Keeping it in. Like I always do. Just to please you.