Originally posted: May 2016

If you don't like people talking about how hard their life is then leave

-Colleen Ballinger(not her exact words but close enough)

I'm stressed out.
I have so many things on my mind.
First i have to go to summer school cause I'm gonna go to 9th grade math but its so stressful.
Then I have a 5-7 page paper due tomorrow.
And then a presentation on monday.
And then the summer reading packet.
And... ugh so many more things.
I'm even considering getting out of the aphmau fandom cause its getting a little boring. I mean, i still love her vids but I used to actually look forward to her uploads and now i just... dont. Same with skydoesminecraft.

 I think it's just how stressed out i am that i cant even enjoy a video without thinking of school life and the life outside of school which doesn't even exist cause im such a failure at living a social life.

idk if this makes sense or not cause its like 10:40pm and im kinda sleepy.

Ima just go play hunger games on mcpe now

Everything is just going into a huge pile of stress.

Laur Laur plz help me

(A/N - March 2016 damn, stressed out me is so depressing. For those who don't know, i used to roleplay A LOT with this one guy that played as laurance, hence the last sentence. I might write about it as soon as i finish posting the rest of this book)