Insecurities: I Don't Care If You're Joking!

*sighs*

So my mom, grammy and I are leaving the house to go to a casino today. It's 90 something degrees or something today so I'm wearing one of the tops my sister gave me that has a V-neck.

The first thing my grammy said was that I looked 'sexy' which is a word I feel uncomfortable to describe myself with.

And then they started talking about breasts sizes, how mom was bigger than her sisters and how I'm bigger than MY sister.

Anytime she compares my chest to my sister's...

It makes me feel like absolute shit.

Like, literally, a piece of crap.

I've been insecure about my body for YEARS and it doesn't help when my mom makes comments like that. I even told her that it makes me insecure, but they were like: "we're just talking" "we're just joking".

I don't give a crap if you're 'just joking'. Those kinds of comments, comparing me to my sister, it makes me feel like ABSOLUTE SHIT!

The worst part is that summer weather is starting where we are. It'll be 90-110° degrees here. If mom is gonna keep 'joking' about my chest, I'm gonna be forced to wear long sleeves for three fucking months!

I know this is a super short rant, but I just needed to get this off my big ass chest (did not mean to make that pun tbh 😂).