Hey guys author here and I want to say I feel sad,alone, and scared. Before and During Christmas week. You may ask Why? Well when graduation ended my big brothers graduated together same grade blah blah blah but when summer ended I had to leave my mum places so I can go back to my dad and during that process I'll be sad a few weeks but when my mum went back my other big brother went with her to start college with my other big brother I glad but I'm in reality I feel like my brother took a big chunk of my emotions with him and I'm left with sadness, loneliness, and fear. And my only way is with getting my mind out of it so I've been on Wattpad reading and typing. I've been on my music listening to my JAMS. Been on YouTube to watch my YouTubers. Play on my phone when I'm waiting on something and if I want to watch a movie I go to the living room and put the disc on and watch the movie I desire and or watch TV. I go on social media to txt or call other people.
Usually I go to the park or outside w/ family and enjoy there company when it's not cold. Usually I meditate I do that a lot now. Dad likes it he says it's like amazing at how peaceful it is. So it a bond we are doing now. I just want to get that out of my chest so Ye I love you all so much and please be safe and if you need someone to talk to then I'm here waiting for you to to ask me for advice or help.
12/26/16 when type