Jake POV

"I got to hold Connor for the first time today." I said to Sawyer, were cuddling on the couch, him laying in between my legs with my left arm wrapped around his chest and my right arm on the back of the couch and running my hand through his hair, his left arm holding onto mine and his right arm rubbing my thigh.

"Yea how did that feel?" he asked tilting his head up to look at me.

"Amazing. It was breaking my heart being near him and not be able to hold him so when I got the ok, I didn't waste a second. I held him for about an hour. I felt at peace finally since Colson's death. It felt like I was with him in a sense." I said softly, gaging his reaction to the mention of Colson but all I could see in his eyes is understanding.

"I can't wait to meet him. I know you're on edge with him so I can wait, I will wait forever if need be."

"You won't have to wait forever, just a little while. I do advise you to stop rubbing my thigh so close to my dick though unless you want me to fuck you." I said in his ear causing him to shiver.

That just prompted him to do it even firmer and go lower down my thigh. I closed my eyes and sighed, I'm still horny from our shower so he is not helping at all. He stops rubbing me and turns around and starts kissing my neck and I moan softly and touch his back as he keeps kissing my sweet spot. I feel his tongue licking me and he moves slowly down my bare chest and teases my nipple and I hiss at the feel of his teeth lightly nibbling on it.

"Sawyer." I warn him but he just keeps going down my body until his head is basically in my crotch.

"I want to take care of you, I know you must be still worked up from earlier so just relax and let me." He said looking up into my eyes, so I just relax into the couch and let him do what he wants.

He grabs the waistband of my shorts and briefs, and I lift my hips up and he slides them down my legs and takes them off. His eyes slowly rake over my naked body and he bites his lip and moans softly. He kisses up my left leg and down my right slowly. Nibbling and licking as he goes, he takes my cock in his hand and his tongue pokes out and he slowly licks the tip, looking me in the eyes as he does. I harden in his grip even more and leaking precum like a faucet at the look in his eyes and the feel of his mouth on me. He slowly takes me into his mouth and his teeth scrape me slightly. I moan loudly as he starts to suck me off and I grip his hair and help him with his movements to show him how fast I like it.

"Jake! Where you at?!" Jayden yells as the front door opens and he stops at the entrance way of the living room.

"OUT!" Stone growls out and Jayden freezes and doesn't move as he is watching Sawyer as he keeps sucking me off, like no one is watching us but there are. My brothers and their mates are in the entrance way. I can't help the moan that escapes me, and I close my eyes and start fucking Sawyer's mouth, not caring my brothers are here, it feels to damn good to stop. I haven't had any kind of pleasure in a long time, so I don't give a fuck if they are here. We mate in human and wolf form in front of people all the time and are naked a lot in front of everyone so it's not like they haven't seen it before, just not me like this with someone. Them helping me after my rut when I first met Colson yea they seen things that were private but that couldn't be helped.

Sawyer picks up his movement and I am fucking his mouth with a vengeance and I feel my balls draw up and my belly and spine tingling.

"I'm...I'm go...gonna c...cum." I breathed out as my load shoots out of me and into his pretty amazing hot mouth and I growl and moan loudly as I feel my body explode. After we calm down, that's when Jayden comes back to earth as well by shouting at me.

"Are you out of your fucking mind?! Colson hasn't even been fucking dead two weeks by your ex in getting blown the fuck up and you are here getting your dick sucked off by the first single guy you see?! Have you no respect for your mate that you replaced him so fucking quickly?!" He had the nerve to yell at me like that. I shake my head and stand up and walk over to him and wrap my hand around his neck and push him into the wall.

"Do not ever speak to me that way again Jayden. What I do in my own time is not up for discussion. I am a grown man, your soon to be Alpha so you better check that attitude before I check it for you. I am your older brother and a hell of a lot stronger than you, so you better watch your mouth. I don't care what you say about me but do not disrespect Sawyer again or I will punish you. Also do not disrespect Colson again either. You don't fucking know how I feel, you have your three mates and mine is in the damn ground in NC so be lucky you have your mates with you, be lucky you don't have to know how the fuck it feels to lose half of your soul to someone you thought you knew. You don't know what it's like to be me, you didn't see him. You weren't there watching him die and beg for him to be brought back to me. You don't know the hell I go through when I try to sleep and all I see is his body all in pieces and burned to high heaven. You don't know the terror I feel when I was there watching him and my son to fight for their lives. You don't know a fucking thing Jayden, so you better just watch it." Stone seethed and I was shaking by the time he was done talking. Jaylen and their mates were trying to get me off Jayden, but I didn't move. Jayden wasn't even trying because he knows that if he struggles, Stone will tighten his hold on him, we have fought a few times before.

"Jake!" Dad yells running into the room when he came into the house and saw what was going on.

"Jake let him go!" Dad yelled and I still didn't move, no one can make me move, not even papaw or Hunter and Sawyer is still on the couch watching, he has the sense to stay out of this.

"What the hell is going on?! Why aren't you letting him go?!" Dad yelled again and I looked over at him and growled.

"Don't you growl at me young man now let him go!" Dad demand and I wasn't letting go. I just looked at Jayden waiting on him to say something.

"Tell dad what you said to me Jayden." I said and he had no choice but to repeat word for word to dad.

"Jayden, you do know Sawyer is Jake's second chance mate, right? You should know your brother better than that. He wouldn't just go and fuck someone who is a random guy. He waited for his mate as you know, and he was told he would have another mate so you should know that he wouldn't just do anything sexual with someone random. What you said about Colson, reminding Jake what happened was just low. He knows what happened, he doesn't need you to bring it up right now. Jake please let him go." I let him go and dad looked at him.

"Go to your room, alone." Dad said when the guys started following him.

"Now are you alright Jake?" Dad asked softly and I nodded and closed my eyes, trying to get Stone under control.

"How did you know Sawyer is my mate?" I asked dad when I was finally calm.

"I saw the way you looked at one another at the boarders, also saw you both go off on your own."

"I see. I'm sorry I lost it with Den, I couldn't control Stone. I don't feel bad for it either, he knows better. He has a lot of growing up to do I know but he still should have shut his mouth."

"I agree. Come on, introduce me to your mate and let's make some pizza huh?" Dad said smiling and I smiled and nodded.

"Sawyer this is my daddy, Danny. Dad this is my mate, Sawyer." I said and they hugged.

"Welcome to the family Sawyer. Would you like to help make pizza? I make it homemade, it's the boys favorite." Dad asked taking Sawyer by the hand and pulling him out of the living room.

"Len, you and your mates go help also. I'm going to go take a walk to check on Connor. I'll be back in like twenty minutes." I said and he nodded, and they went into the kitchen and I went to check on my precious baby boy.