Hello! I'm back!

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Back to reality!

I met this old woman, my first impression with her ay medyo nakakatakot. Perfectionist.

Habang tumatagal na nakikilala ko siya, yep! Tama nga, kailangang huwag kang pumalpak sa harap niya. Kasi first impression last sa kanya.

There are times she's sweet. Mapagbigay.

May time na super demanding lalo na if may ipapagawa siya. Even day off mo, kailangan mong magtrabaho.

Her decision is the final decision. Wala ka nang magagawa kundi sumunod nalang. Your excuses is not accepted kahit na valid pa yan.

She's unpredictable kaya kailangang mag-ingat ng mabuti.

One day, nakasama ko siya sa isang lugar then narealize ko she's not what I think. I felt her motherly love. Maasikaso, mabait at mapagbigay.

But after those days, habang natututunan ko na siyang mahalin at noong nag-iba na yong tingin ko sa kanya, ay bigla akong na-shock for her sudden changed.

Binabaliktan niya ako, so I looked like I am bad person sa iba. She told others things I can't imagined na sasabihin niya about sa akin.

Then I realized na naloko ako. She's hypocrite. I thought she's a sheep pero she transformed into a wolf.

Noong una, nasaktan ako sa wrong judgement niya, kasi hindi ko alam ang pinanghuhugutan niya. I asked my friend what did she observed about me. Because maybe, I am really wronged.

My friend said, she's also puzzled why the old woman was treating me like that. She said she witnessed everything, and concluded that I have done nothing wrong. She advices me to just humble myself and forget everything.

Later on, I realized why I am so hurt? Why I am crying?

I have done nothing wrong and I did what she asked me to do. She's biased when it comes to judging. With lame bases.

I respected her so much, but I realized she's different from the way I think about her. What a childish action. She's masking not showing her true self. So I need to be more careful about her. Because may be one day, she may destroy me horribly. Sayang! Sayang lahat ng aming pinagsamahan.

But after what happened, I think I have learned something. It's not always my fault. I should stand up. This time, I did not pity myself. But there was joy I felt inside me. And I am starting to gain my self worth. My eyes was opened into something I never seen before. And it is so good. Thank you Lord.

If they hate me, I should remember what Jesus said that they hated him first. God is with me, He is watching up there. One day, if I passed the test of my faith I know God will give me my reward. I may not understand now everything that are happening, it seems so unfair and I feel so alone. But not anymore. Jesus will always be with me, my strength, my refuge, my hope and my joy!

One day, everything will be okay.