In the middle of the night ..
Mending myself from the damage I usually does..
In the world of nowhere..
Where emptiness feels

I keep a little devil, who works within..
But I wanted to get out of it because I know it's not where I belong..
I belong to God.. My true owner..

He is my Saviour I should have remember
He died for me.. He live for me..
Chances are so many
But I abuse it..

I am afraid, my heart are full of fears
I am not certain anymore
I easily shaken, I easily tempted
Funny, how things turned how it was like now

The girl who came on fire
The girl who came here to be mended
Because of past hurts and pained
That she couldn't carry on

She once found the joy she's looking for
She once became happy of life of two
But what happened, she forget God
She gone astray and don't know how to go home

She actually know, she just forgot how to do it
Or too controlled by her weakness
That she can't even move a single step

Stories repeated it self
No, it's history repeated it self

Can you find her, show her the way..
Please bring her home to the Father..

She's not that strong that you think,
She's too weak and small
She doesn't love herself like you does
Because she feels that no one does

No one..

She's so fond of memories
Because that's what she had
She treasures friends but it doesn't happen to her
Because.. No one show her how to be a true friend

She knows she loves God
But she feels so hypocrite
Because loving God requires obeying his will

But she's hardheaded
Does what she think will satisfy her. .
That's why, she's wondering now
Totally lost..

Can you find her..
Show her the way..
The way where cure was already ready for her
The cure of her sadness, emptiness and invulnerability..

Because this girl was me..