I was awaken hearing this song sang by my roommate..

Ang lahat ng aking ginagawa
Sayo ay hindi lingid
Ang lahat ng lihim Oh Yahweh
Ay tiyak mo ngang nalalaman

Salamat Panginoon kilala mo ako
Ang lahat ng bagay ay di lingid Sayo
Salamat Panginoon itinutuwid mo ako
Ikaw lang ang may alam nang aking patutunguhan
Salamat Sayo, Panginoon

How many times did we fail God? How many times we said that we will going to change but even if we don't want to we still sin?

Paul experience it and he even declared...

Romans 7:15 " I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do."

There are times we thought we are sinful enough to don't deserve love, care, forgiveness and chances to change. Isn't it if we sin we became small to God and even to people. We know that they don't know what we did or hiding but we still feel it.

I said it because I experienced it. Dumating pa nga sa punto na I hate myself and become tired of seeking for a change to myself.

History repeated itself...

We sin, ask forgiveness, we feel forgiven, live a righteous life but after that we fall again. Who are you have an experience like this?

Sometimes our life is like the lives of the Israelites in the book of Judges. Where God always send a deliverer or which he called the Judges.

I know we all need help of someone who can pull us out sa kumuno ng buhay. Alam ba natin ang kumuno? Ito yong parte ng malambot na lupa na kapag naapakan natin hihilahin tayo pababa, and there is no way to get out from it. We need someone to pull us out of it.

Except of crying for help from God, I know that we all want God will send us a visible help.

But, many of us are too shy to tell our problem or sins to others. We don't want to be condemned, we don't want to be judged and be hated because of what we have done.

Actually what we are looking for is acceptance and guidance.

But instead of looking for someone to help us get out from sin we end up ending our life or giving up.

God knows that human had nothing to do to be saved. That's why God find a way para ikaw at ako ay hindi mapahamak. Even if it cause Him to sacrifice his precious One. His Son.

John 3:16 " For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. "

Ephesians 2:8 "For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith - and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God-"

Gaano man kadami ang iyong pagkakamali o kasalanan. Kahit ang tingin mo na sa sarili mo ay hindi karapatdapat dahil sa iyong kasalanan, gusto parin ng Diyos na ikaw at ako ay magbago.

Hindi tayo sinusukuan ng Diyos. Mapagod man ang mga hinihingian natin ng tulong. Magsawa man ang mga taong malalapit sa atin dahil sa paulit-ulit nating pagkakasala. Ang Diyos ay patuloy na naniniwala na magbabago tayo.

Kaya huwag din tayong sumuko.

Tandaan natin ang...

Hebrews 13:5b "....because God has said, "Never will I leave you, never will I forsake."

Hindi tayo pinapabayaan ng Diyos. He is still willing to give us the chances that we need.

Kaya kapag nadapa tayo ( magkasala tayo ) patuloy lang tayong tumayo, humingi ng tawad sa Diyos.

1 John 1:9 "I f we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

Let us pray for each other.

James 5:16 "Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective."

So do not give up! If we sin ask forgiveness immediately. Repeat it continually until the end of our life. Sabi nga nila habang may buhay may pag-asa. At habang may buhay pagsubok ay hindi mawawala.

Strive not to commit sin, don't do it intentionally. God bless guys!!