(Hingang malalim..)

To tell you the truth, I really feel upset today. I won't hide that even though I graduated in a bible school it doesn't mean I'm perfect. I'm still human with the same feeling as yours.

I hate it when people thinks that I am under them.  I know how to submit and follow my leaders,  but some people assume that they are my leader and I am subordinate to them.  Just like what happened this morning. They think that I must submit to them.

Where is their ethics?  I'm a leader though in a small group, but I still know my limits. I know when to command and I know the things that it's for me to do and I shouldn't rely it to them.

But sometimes many leaders overlooked it.  They thought they were still in the right track but the truth they were already riding the wrong one.

I'm sorry if I have to write it here.. But I hope it will give us thought and we might be careful when we became a leader.

Anyway,  we should have to be humble still.. Though it's really hard.. God will help us.