My hands is shaking and I feel range, this mix emotions are making feel this way again. Memories from the past and some products of overthinking.

I just realised and understand now that I always feel this way when things in the presents are somehow reflects things from my past. That made me being careful and cautious again. Then I am telling myself again to guard my heart and don't trust so easily.

I am weary to fall into the same mistakes again.

I heard in the series 'The Flash', our mistakes are needed to be embraced and it will serve us lesson so we know what to do next time.

I want that to happened to me. I wanted it to be real in my life.

Mistakes are our guide to make things right in our decisions. What matter most is the present, and the future is yet to come while our past is just a memory and we cannot do anything about it anymore. It's unfixable.

Mistakes help us not to repeat or fall into the same mistakes again. Though it still happens sometimes but I know we know already what we are doing.

This is life. Failure. Pain. Tragedy. They are always a season of our life. These things work in our maturity.

Yep, I'm sure of it. That's why, we need to be ready always and most of all seek God always. He has all the keys to this life we have on earth. All our questions in mind and everything we don't understand, he is the answer.

Chill, relax because God is telling us 'I got you, child' 💕💖