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Record 4: Pangarap

Way back 2016, nagsimula akong mangarap. Akala ko noon hilig ko lang ang magsulat. And then, I started creating a story.

Naalala ko pa na ang mga pangalan ng first characters ko ay si Daniel at Danica. Yea, I still remember the flow of the story but not specific.

And then 2016, made another story, Vincent and Sehana, pero di ko yun natapos at sa computer ko lang sa office ko yun nasulat. That time I started writing on wattpad. From short story to novels. Until I shared my life story here. My immaturity and weaknesses. The pains and the joys of my life. From being single to married. (I think I haven't shared how I met my husband here? Our love story. Gusto niyo ba?)

Now a mother of my little explorer, zechariah.

Lately, I have been reading my favorite piece, 'Still the One'. Paborito ko ito kasi everytime na binabasa ko ito, yung hindi ako nahihiya. Bagkus nakecarried away din ako ng own work ko. Unlike sa ibang work ko, medyo nahihiya ako. Ayuko namang i-delete ang mga ito dahil remembrance ito of how I started here in wattpad. Noon, super happy na ako kapag may 20+ na readers ako. Pero yung first story ko at the moment ay 3k reads na siya. I am happy na may nakakapansin at nakakabasa ng ginagawa ko. And all glory to God.

I really wish to write more books with godly content.

I hope one day matuoad din yung pngarap ko to published a book. Yung libro na talaga siya, nahahawakan, nababasa pages to pages. Hay. If God's will.

Anyways, right now all I can do is to continue doing and writing because this is also what makes me happy and my stress reliever. Iam so thankful to those who supported me up to this days. Though di na ako masyadong active dito. At the moment, I may delay my works or stop writing but it doesn't mean na iiwan ko na ang wattpad. Motherhood strikes me big time. I'm coping up kasi feeling ko nahuhuli na ako. Masyadong mabilis ang panahon, mas lumalawak ang responsibility at my mind and strength are never the same as before.

So please bear with me. I like to tell you more about God and so on in life. To inspire you or help you atleast through my experiences.

I don't know if you guys are still reading this, but still when you read this I am greatful for your time and effort. Jesus loves you!

That's my favorite sentence to tell. Because I want also to hear that. That Jesus loves me. And I know kahit walang magsabi niyan sa akin, I believe and trust on His love.

This dream may take many efforts and time, but still through my life on earth I will pursue it. If it is not God's will for me, I am still happy that being here in wattpad, it gave me the feeling of a true/authentic writer. (thank you for those calling 'writer/author'. You made my day!)

I'm stressed and worn-out these past days. Pero noong bumalik ako dito ulit, yung magulo kong pag-iisip at buhay are back in organization again.

I believe it is God's way and wisdom to help me get through of what stresses me.

Yea, lately I am emotionally uncontrolled yung tipong ang liit lang ng temper ko, ng pasensya ko. I choose to squeeze something para mailabas lang yung nasa saloobin ko at para hindi ako makapagbitaw ng masasakit na salita that I know I will regret later. (for some reason, I think this is part of post partum disorder)

But I am praying to be really okay. I don't like this. Naapektuhan lalo na ang akimg anak.

So hey! Bestfriends! (you already know why I am calling you beatfriends. You all known my uspoken thoughts that I never told anybody close to me.)

Thank you for listening and coming here. I am so thankful to those who left comments, advices from the volume 1 to 3 of this book. I really appreciated those heartwarming advices and comments.

Thank you for joining me in my journey.
God bless you all.

About our topic 'Pangarap', I know we all have one or two. Pray it to God, and he will guide your way. Nothing is impossible to Him. If it is His, he will fulfill it but if not, I know something better is already prepared for you. Just wait for God's perfect time.

And again, Jesus loves you!
Thank you for reading!

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