Hey wattpad!

High five naman dyan.

But honestly, you became my bestfriend for years. I tell you everything. I know you've known me better.

It is obvious that in my last chapter am really stress and now I don't know what to feel. That feeling of quiting is just getting stronger. You know what I mean. It's not ending my life, it will never be like that.

I want to breathe, to break free. To soar freely. I don't know what to call my feelings right now. If it is stress or depression.  I cannot pinpoint what exactly I am having discomfort of.  It feels everything. I am oveloaded with different feelings I cannot name.

It's the feeling that you want to be alone. To be in a quiet place. To pause in a moment. To let my mind empty just fill in air.

I can feel God He is there for me. But my feelings making me confuse of God's voice for me. Which is His direction, Which is mine? Which is out of fear? Which is which..

One thing sure. I stay with you.
And I'm trusting God's plan for me.