Hey so this story is going to be dance dance dance love okay or many changes will be made but sadness will come

I woke up in the dark ... wait! No... a little light... I was lucky today I usually wake up in the dark , 6:01, I have an hour to get ready and eat then get dad some beer and off to Jameson Middle school , " another day and I'm still not dead ... yay" I say sarcastically. I wanted to i.e. I wanted to run to my mom but I bet she already has a husband and two children it's been ten years I was two I guess or what?!... okay let's start with questions... what's my name? ...it's something prickly like a ...Thorn!... thorn what ... oh right Thorn Alow Lost and wow was I lost alright, okay next where am I ...hmm ... I'm in my dads house in... in..in... in ummm... New York! Yes ! I was in my fathers house in New York New York and now where was mom ...New York, Boston ... how old was I ... twelve... what's my mom and dads name... Haley Ferguson and Jackson Lost okay now what happened last night... oh I went to tango and danced with Jacob , my partner well I think that his name oh well that's his code name , mine would be Ruby but yah ... omg it's already 6:19 I gotta go , I started getting changed and took out beer, water and some food for dad and I well excluding the beer for me , I'm not ending up like him " bye dad " I whispered , even though he abuses me I still love him... do I..he's my dad , I walk out the door and into the street where the bus is already waiting, I step in " Hey Look It's The Drunkies Daughter " ahhh nice to see you too Heather , everyone starts laughing as I get into my regular seats , I was usually the last one and it was the first day of school so who knows .

Minutes later

We stop and two people step out from this place , a girl with brown hair and freckles and a black hair girl with freckles, they step onto the bus and sit next to me " Hey New Chicks Don't Sit With Her She's The drinkies Daughter " life is miserable , I stay quiet and they just keep staring at me " why are you staring at me so much ?" They looked at each other and pointed to my slapped cheek and bruised eye and cut ear " are you ok " I smile " no ones asked me that before but no not really " they look at each other again " hi my names Giovanna Tomas and his is my sister Liliana Tomas " they both held their hands to shake and I shook them " My names Thorn Alow Lost " their eyes went wide " LOST?!" I nodded " yah?" They smiled " my dads best friend married a woman who used to go by the name Hayley Lost before she married our dads best friend , you must be her daughter " I scoffed " Not any more I am" they looked puzzled " my dad married my mom he's and abusive alcoholic and he sexually assaulted my mom they filed a divorce paper and I was left with my dad, I hoped my mom would never get married but now I guess dad has a new reason to beat me for " they frowned " sorry we didn't know " I smiled " it's ok it's that whores fault for giving birth to me and re-marrying " I slapped my mouth and my eyes got watery

Flashback

" look you whore I'm your husband and you will do as I please " my dad was drunk again and this time had my mom by the hair I was supposed to be asleep but I just couldn't " Jackson please I'm begging you stop" my dad laughed his cruel laugh" Ha you think I'm going to let you go when you beaded another man, Whore " my mother was crying I think I was six at the time " You ARE MINE and only MINE, whore " I was starting to get scared then my mother saw me she motioned me to go away " Please Jack Please NO NO NO, I didn't do it I didn't " my father laughed again " so what does this video explain then huh , what DOES It EXPLAIN " she shook her head my dad started to drag her towards the bedroom , it was that one night that my mother decided she had enough " NO!" My mom was crying while he dragged her I couldn't watch anymore so I grabbed some fruit and a bag and ran into my bedroom falling asleep to my mom crying, screaming, wailing and my dad moaning , I wanted to die but I didn't have the courage , but as I would always think Dying is easy Thorn Living is Harder
End of flashback

I was being shook " Thorn!" Gia and lily were shaking me my cheeks were wet with tears and my nose was sniffling " what's wrong " oh god no I let out my trigger word " HA THORNS TRIGGER WORD IS WHORE!!" Another girl Claris yelled I started crying and covering my ears please no more please no more Gia and Lillie hugged me , I wanted to die for reals this time or live with my mom but I know that she would never accept me because I'm a bastard and a daughter of a whore now and forever

Whooooo so that took a long time but how did you guys like it comment I'm only here for the comments
CHOW!!!