This is the last entry.

Fuck.

I'm just gonna say a few things.

And poof, begone.

Yea, I hate you guys (my real life 'friends'). You know exactly who you are.

You don't need to pretend to like me.

I'm annoyed by that behaviour.

I'm glad that we've graduated...

I'll only have to see you guys for one more day...then there's no more going round and around, drawing and creating circles.

I hate you, but yet I'm drawn to you, endlessly.

I can't leave, even if I tried to.

Fuck, I'm so hopeless.

I'm just a... failure.

I don't lie in my entries.

Yet why do some still bash me for being a liar?

I hate you.

But I can't forget you.

How painful is that? You'll never know.

I'm not some bitch wanting attention.

YX.

C.

V.

B.

SS.

I.

J.

F.

QL.

I hate you.

Yet I 'love' all of you.

How does that make sense?

I don't know at all.

Enduring all this was just...undescribable.

I can't believe that we were friends for so long.

'long, my ass.' You'd say.

It's fucking painful, all of this.

And I've pretty much spilled a half, if not all of it to J.

Yet she still goes crawling back to all of you. Telling all of you.

She won't believe any of it. You won't too.

I mean, how could I, be depressed?

I just want to fucking kms so I won't have to live my life in a fucking lie all over again.

I could never trust any single one of you again.

And I don't want to see any of you again.

Because if I do, I'll end up being friends with you again.

And all of this will repeat.

Again.