Sorry for talking so much about my parents ^^"

But don't be deceived by them.

when my friends come over, they're like all nice and that.

But in reality, they're just monsters. Plus their annoying attitude.

They do this and that because they 'love' us. for our own 'good'.

Nonsensical stuff, I must say.

Does screaming at you when you're literally doing nothing is because they 'love' you?

And when something good happened, like getting full marks for exams or winning a competition and stuff that would make any parent proud, the two of them, they would just do nothing.

Absolutely nothing.

Not a praise, not even a smile, not even a nod.

I'm not some attention brat like some people, but my parents won't even look at me. Not even a glance!

I come from a generation of idiotic people, none of them ever got into university! They barely finished their studies!

Then, it comes to my family.

I wanna laugh.

My brother and I? The only hope for our family?

Pfft.

School, academics, studies, they're no problem.

Sports? Easy enough. But my bro can't handle that, though. He sucks too much. I'm so cruel.

Don't worry, I won't become someone that'll support the family, nor will I become someone that is important.

I'll just become....what? A surgeon? An editor? An artist?

I won't become someone that.

I'd actually rather be a NEET than to be someone who contributes to society.

Being a person who holds power, who is known to the world, who earns a crap load of money, isn't what I dreamed of being.

I never wanted that. 

They're my parents' dreams for my own future.

They were both once useless, growing up in harsh conditions.

They didn't want my siblings and I to be like them.

But you know what?!

I don't care anymore.

I don't even know where I'll end up ^^