today, we had pe lessons.

we did the 'aeroplane (airplane)', which basically means that you lie face down, arms and legs not touching the ground at all, only the front part like the ribs or something.

before that we did quite a few exercises too. more than usual. way more than usual.

well, after 20 seconds of that, the teacher told us to stand up.

i sat up but was unable to stand.

why?

i can't move my legs. my hands? barely. my vision was somewhat blurry. i can't even think straight.

i literally needed to ask one of my friends to heave me up.

she was worried, i could tell.

i was the last to stand up, and that...never happens.

i didn't want to tell my teacher because i was afraid. why? i thought it was just something that happened once.

when i could feel my limbs again, i managed to walk by myself.

i ran a whole 10 rounds, with the whole class. it was more than the usual 7 to 8 rounds.

i did my best. i sprinted continuously for 4 rounds, and i jogged the rest of them.

by the time i finished, i feel like i was going to die. 

my legs were shaking horribly, my lower back was aching painfully.

but i still played Frisbee with my friends.

everyone seemed perfectly fine.

but, i think my acting was good enough.

nobody noticed anything except my close friends, when i told them.

so many of them told me to go get a checkup, go see a doctor.

i assured them that i would. that my father would bring me when he was free.

but i lied. that was a lie. i never told my parents about whatever that was happening.

so, when i got home, i told my father. everything. he pieced everything up together.

i feel drowsy and tired even when i get more than enough sleep.

my legs keep failing on me.

i have headaches almost all the time.

my skin tingles, like, so many times in one single day, for absolutely no reason.

i have mood swings. rapid ones.

i can't think clearly at all.

i shake for no reason at all.

massive increase in physical activities.

and did you know what he concluded?

you would never guess it.

he thinks i have...

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low blood pressure.

at such a young age too.

i can't believe it myself.

i 'd never thought he would even say those three words.

i was expecting him to say that it was simply nothing, and i should take care of myself more.

but he didn't.

instead, he said those very words.

i was shocked. it was beyond my twisted imagination.