Heyo, what's up guys, I've decided to make this book into a new one. So basically, in this book, you can comment your problems and I will try my best to help you! That is, if you want! If you need anyone to vent to, I'm here. I have problems too, which is why I'm making this book into something new. People out there are struggling everyday. I don't know your problems and you don't know mine, but I know that someday, somehow, we will get through it. Some of you guys are abused, bullied, ridiculed, humiliated, hated, depressed, suicidal, and in need of someone who will listen and not judge you. I haven't had that in a long time, but my problems don't matter. Your guys' problems do. That's why I'm doing this. Because each and everyone of you guys are special, you are unlike anyone else. Your not fake like that one b*tch that is always caked with makeup at school. Your not the one that doesn't care about others wellbeing. You care. Because your unique, you don't judge, you think you don't matter but you do! Now your probably thinking rn ,'Is this stupid *ss b*tch high? She doesn't care about me!' But, that's not true, if I didn't care, then why am I making this? To make fun of others problems? No. It's because you matter. You are a big impact in people's lives! In fact, the only reason I'm alive rn is because of you guys. I'm often ridiculed by my so called 'friends'. I'm very depressed but I don't cut on my wrist like most would. I cut on my stomach, chest, hips, and thighs. It's easy that way. I'm positive my family hates me. My mom even takes the extra step to show it. My parents and the people I care for, make fun of me, point out my flaws, call me names, accuse me of things I didn't do, and if they are really mad they smack me. I've tried to kill myself...so...many...times. But, it never works. No matter what I do, the pain will never end...at least...not for me, but for you, maybe. I want to be the reason you still have the will power to wake up in the morning. I want to be the reason you don't want to die. I want to be the reason you care for others. I want to be the reason you keep going, pushing past your obstcles. I know you can do it! And you are strong, independent, brave, unique, cool, beautiful, handsome, lovely, good, determined, amazing, and no one can ever take that away. Life can be so hard. So, so hard. But, don't give up. Prove to everyone you won't give up because that's what they want you to do. Don't give them the satisfaction of seeing you dead because of them. In my book, they don't get that privilege. If they stoop so low, are so desperate for a victim, that they convince someone to kill themselves, they shouldn't get the privilege of seeing you affected by them. I'm not saying you should bottle up your feelings, quite the contrary. I'm saying, don't give them the satisfaction of their work being done. No one deserves to feel like they have to die. No one should feel like they have to cut as a coping method, don't make the same mistake I did. Be better. Be better than those who appose you. Don't let them tell you lies. They may say you're ugly, but I say your stunning. They may say your a waste of money, but I say you're worth every cent. They may say that no one will ever love you, but I say that you are forever loved. They may say that your just an accident, but I say if you weren't born on a highway, your not an accident. It may not seem like it, but there will be that one person who can never hate you even if they tried, that always worries if your okay, that loves you unconditionally whether it be romantically or platonically. For some, that person is me. And others are like that for you! I know some of you are like,'But what if I'm a gay *ss b*tch?' Well, I'm bi and asexual so I'm here to support you! And don't worry, maybe you'll find another gay *ss b*tch who likes you for you. If not, then come to me for help, I've been told that I give great advice. I know those of you with homophobic family's have to hide it from everyone, but I'm here for you! No matter what. So don't be afraid to tell me. All of you guys help me so I'm giving something back. You are so important and no one else is like you. Don't ever forget that. I hope you have a wonderful day/night and if you didn't know, I love you! 💛