yoongi looked at his phone for the first time in months, after soonbin gave it back to him. he took yoongis phone away after finding out he had internet friends, being scared that he would snitch on him and make them call the police.

the boy went onto twitter, to find that he was spammed in those months, that people who cared about him were scared. yoongi went straight to look at one accounts messages. it was from someone who called himself j-hope, or hope.

yoongi smiled a little, when he saw the messages. the unknown boy had written one yesterday, asking him where he was. yoongi decided to answer and sighed.

hey. i'm okay, you don't have to worry about me.

after that, the boy made a post, saying that he was okay and nothing important had happened, that he just wasn't really feeling well. the people on there immediately sent love his way, this making yoongi feel loved, which he didn't feel like for years.

"what are you smiling at, slut."

yoongi's face dropped when he heard soonbin. he thought that his boyfriend was going to be at work for a little longer. "o-oh. nothing, really. just that people have been asking where i am a-and-", yoongi was trying to explain, but he got pulled by his hair to look at soonbin.

"don't tell them about anything that's happening between us", soonbin growled, which made yoongi squeak out a yes. soonbin let him go, before saying, "i'm going out now. don't expect me to come early. and don't even try to run away."

yoongi just nodded, before hearing his abuser walk away and leave the house. he didn't hear the door get locked, so he was confused, but ignored it.

the abused boy looked at his phone once again and saw that he got a message back from hope.

i was so worried!! please don't be gone like that ever again :(
it's so boring without you, and i'm really worried about you and your mental health.

i'm fine, hope. really. you don't
have to care so much.
i'm sorry for that.

why are you apologizing??
oh, and i have great news for you,
suga.

oh yeah? what is it.

i'm visiting daegu!! :D
i hope we can meet up!

oh, yeah...about daegu...i'm moving
back to seoul soon. i'm sorry.

it's okay! i'm also moving to seoul
soon after. we could share an apartment!

i really would love to hope, but my
boyfriend wouldn't allow that.

oh yeah. i forgot about him.
you are still together with that
asshole?

he's not an asshole!!

suga, no, yoongi, he cheated on you,
and you still want to say he's
not an asshole.
he deserves to die.

die.

that was the word that triggered something in yoongis brain.

maybe he should kill him.

he would be free.

he would be

a killer.

do you want to meet up.

of course. if you need help.

yes, i do.
when are you coming to daegu?

tomorrow, why?

can you help me pack up my stuff.
i need to get out of here by tomorrow,
immediately.

of course. i'll be there at 9 pm.
your boyfriend is partying as usual i guess.

yoongi wasn't sure if this was the right thing to do.

he left his phone, and went to the bathroom, to look for his pills. the boy had mental issues, with wanting to kill himself and his boyfriend.

"god damn it, where are they..."

when yoongi found them, the bottle was empty. "t-this can't be happening."

he was about to go crazy. he knew it.

he deserves to die.

yoongi remembered those words that hope, also known as hoseok, had written him.

soonbin really does.

"i should kill him."

immediately.

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this story makes no sense so pls ignore the stuff that doesn't make sense