A/n : Hey guys this is a week after the will reading and your mother and you are the best of friends ,also Mama( Jungkook Mom)  and Aunty Mina made up so those three are best best friends. Yay!! You also removed the restraint. By the way you already got the invite to the Grammy'. You are getting your makeup and stuff done you also found out that you are nominated for awards so your nervous.

Your P.O.V

I was breathing heavily holding my stomach as my unnie curled my hair, fixing it into a bun.

" Unnie, I'm so nervous. " I said breathing in quickly. Teri chuckled as she got her makeup kit and started my makeup there's still about an hour and a half before we go and I'm still nervous. It started this morning.

"Your gonna do fine dear. Relax and Shine. " She smiled as she started doing my makeup. I couldn't breath at all.
" In and Out. "

I need something to relax me and my unnie isn't helping either. She finished my makeup then rubbed my shoulders saying soothing things trying her best to calm me down. She eventually saw I was actually panicking and ran out the door as I started coughing. The door was bust to the side as I saw a blurry figure as my eyes were very teary. I felt familiar hands come onto my bare shoulders under robe and rub my shoulders up and down.

" Yn-ie ,it's OK, your alright. Breath in slowly. In and Out. " I heard Jungkook's voice. I did as he told me and started calming down. I hugged him tightly.

" Thank you. " I said into his chest. He ran his hand through my hair kissing my forehead.

" My pleasure, just calm down and breath. "He said kissing my nose.
" You look even more beautiful. "

I blushed and hit his arm softly. He chuckled and pulled away from me. He was still also busy getting dressed so he had to go, much to my dismay. No one has seen my dress except for Mary,La-La, Teri, Gina, NJ and Min-jae and my mummies of course they went with me to buy it. They got it specifically made for me along with all the jewelry. Teri reapplied my makeup before she unzipped my dress from the bag and removed it carefully. I took off my robe and put on my dress. Teri zipped the back up and put the last finishing touches on it ,like the crown ,earrings , heels and my corsage. I put my choker on and breathed in looking at myself in the mirror. I looked like me but I was beautiful no Jungkook said I'm am beautiful and I looked gorgeous, I hugged my unnie thanking her for the look.

" Your so welcome and your makeup is waterproof. " She smiled before she gently pushed me to the door. I held my hand on the door knob before pulling the door open. I was outside the hall of the hotel where I saw a cameraman interviewing V oppa. He looked to me and gave me a proud box smile. He reached his arms out and hugged me tightly.

" You look beautiful. " He smiled kissing my cheeks . I blushed.

" Opppa!! " I said flustered, he giggled.

" The others are just grabbing their stuff. Their coming out now. " V smiles brightly. We talked for a bit more.

" How are feeling though? "V asked me. I shook my head holding my stomach. It felt like it was turning and twisting.

" Nervous ." I said laughing nervously. He shook his head.

" You shouldn't be, you deserve these awards and we are all so proud of you. Don't doubt yourself for one second. You've worked very hard for it. " He smiled. I nodded and kissed his cheek.

" Thank you oppa that feels better. " I said rubbing my stomach. I giggled and he laughed.

" V did you ge-"I heard Jin and Suga oppa shout from their dressing room before they came out and were shook when they saw me. I played with my dress nervously.

" Do I look bad? "I asked biting my lips. They shook their heads proudly.

" No never, you look amazing. "Jin said hugging me. I hugged back kissing his cheek. Suga hugged me back next, kidding my cheek.

" You all also look very handsome. "I smiled. They awed at me. We talked a bit.

" Are we all ready go go? "Rm asked walking into the passageway. He smiled at me before embracing me in his arms.

" You look stunning. " He smiled. I blushed and thanked him telling him he looked handsome. We heard the loud laughter of the rest of the sunshine line and looked towards the door to see Jimin and Hobi oppa laughing. And as always Jimin oppa almost falls but he was caught by the door frame. They stopped laughing when they saw me and their jaws dropped.

" Do I look terrible? What's wrong? "I asked panicked. They shook their heads and fixed their jaws before they both embraced me in a hug kissing my cheeks.

" You look gorgeous. " They both said at the same time pulling away. I awed at them and called them good looking.  They both blushed getting red ears like Jin sometimes gets.

" I'm gonna get Yn-ah. Then we go. " Jungkook said walking into the hallway.  He saw me and stopped in his tracks giving me a bunny smile. I bit my lip and fiddled with my thumbs nervously.

" You look beautifully gorgeous. " Jungkook said before he hugged me tightly. Kissing my neck softly. I hugged back tightly.
" I'm so proud of you. "

" You look handsome." I smiled before I pecked his cheek. He flushed and looked away making the others snicker at him. My Samchon came into the hallway with all the cameramen who were accompanying us.

" You all look amazing and I  am very proud of all of you and I hope tonight goes well. Your gonna do great everyone of you. I love you guys and let's go. " My Samchon said making us all chuckle and do a group hug. We pulled away and we were pushed into the cars. We arrived at the venue my heart beating faster and faster everytime. We walked through all the pathways and entrances to arrive at the Red Carpet where already dozens of celebrities and reporters were lined up. Jungkook wrapped his arm around my waist and I laced my fingers in his.

Timeskip_Middle beginningish of show_brought by the golden maknae -

We were half in the beginningish of the show and I had not won anything yet. I'm not mad or disappointed or sad. I'm actually quite I guess you could say nervous because.....I was nominated by a lot of people of which I appreciate do much but my oppas have worked longer than I have and been there longer than I have. That's why I want to give the award to them if I win one. If I quite a few it will be theirs because they worked much more than I have officially. I should be the person accompany them not the other way around.

" Now for the award we've all been waiting for, the album and song of the year. Here are the nominees. " I think her name was Hailey or something. I wasn't listening as always I was too nervous . I am telling you right now if I'm gonna win I am guaranteed to cry because a grammy is a prestigious award, it's an award some people dream of getting in a life time. The nominees showed first for the albums, I wasn't expecting I've Started(Your first album)  to be there but it was and so was Insecurities. Then nominees for The Song of the year it showed 7 rings and Side to Side. The nominee slideshow stopped and Hailey opened up her envelope making me bite my lip.

" And the winner for Best Album and Song of the Year is Jeon Y/n." I looked for a moment before everyone stood up and started clapping. I at at Ted crying and hugged my oppas thanking them each quickly before I lifted the ends of my dress and walked up to the stage. Accepting both awards with tears running down my face. As everyone sat down and calmed , I observed the two beautiful awards that were in the my hands.

" Wow, thank you so much to all of you, I can't thank you enough for the love you've shown me. I want to thank my oppas , family, my armies and the staff for everything they've done but I'm afraid I cant accept these two awards. " I said making the crowd gasp. My oppas looked at me confused right after Rm oppa translated.
" I can't accept these awards because they're not only mine, their my oppas too. They have worked even harder and longer than I have and I appreciate all that they have,done for me. They are my heroes and people I look up to highly, their my family ,  my mentors and so much more. Their one of the most weirdest, kindest ,cutest, handsome, amazing, inspiring and humble people, I know. You 7 have been one of the few that showed me not to give up and be the greatest Oppas please come up here and accept your award. "

They all had tears in their eyes because of my little speech, they had come up go stage after it was translated and hugged me. I hugged back crying in their shoulders. ( it was a group hug.)   I pulled away and handed the award to RM oppa. The crowd was going wild.

" Wow Yn-ah. Thank you so much. We couldnt have done this or anything without you. We would have been at each others throats right now if it wasn't for you. We love you so much and hope for you to live the best and make the best decisions. You have one of the most kindest, purest and humble souls I know. Your beautiful inside out. We really appreciate that you would give this to us. " Rm oppa said into the mic. I hugged him tightly and my oppas as we all cried together.  We walked off stage to the back. We all looked at each other before we hugged again.

" Why would you give this to us Yn-ie ?" Jin asked wiping away some tears. I smiled wearily.

"You've worked much harder and longer than I have. I should be accompanying you not the other way around and plus that award belongs to all of us. Bangtan Soneyandon, there's 8 of us and we are BTS. " I smiled before they all of  my cheeks saying thank you. We went back to our seats earning allot of congrats from various celebs.

Timeskip_To Semi-End of the show _Brought by Jimin's aegyo

We clapped along with everyone else as another celebrity had won and award. I won a few more but I have them to my oppas as they deserved it. We all had one each. We then saw the Ambassador come up on stage holding a really big trophy with some body guards alongside her. She went up to the mic which now had a podium because a staff member put it there. I looked confused as those all the words that where supposed to be given.

"Good Evening Everyone tonight I'm here to present a special award to a special person who has been dear to my heart. This person has shown more love and kindest than anyone I've seen in my whole life. Their funny, caring, amazing ,kind, loving and beautiful inside out. I can't and won't imagine what life would be like without them. This person has donated to more charities than I have ever or anyone else. Rebuilt homes and hospitals fed the poor and hungry. We would like to show you a little slideshow me and HER fans have made. "The Ambassador said wiping some tears away before she stepped aside and looked towards the screen before it went dark and the slideshow started. It started playing Love Myself by us bts. I smiled at the thought before it started showing pictures of me then I got shocked. I put my hand over my mouth tears already falling down. The pictures were :
* Me in the garden
* On stage in a concert, with my arm up.
* Giving money to that homeless guy.
* Me at the Conference.
* Hugging a fan.
* Kissing a baby on the cheek.
* Me running away from Jungkook who wanted to catch me.
* Playing rock paper scissors with Jhope oppa.
* Cooking with Jin.
* Hugging Jimin.
* Arm wrestles with V.
* Sleeping by Yoongi oppa.
* Reading a book with Rm oppa.
* Jungkook and me gyming together.
* Me crying on stage.
* Singing my heart out.
* Giving this homeless kid my hotdog.
* Fixing up the clinic and orphanages.
* Hugging little kids from the award.
* Playfully arm wrestling a fan.
* Hugging my oppas.
* Protecting Jaylin from his evil biological mom.
* Helping Jimin up when he fell.
* Holding onto V oppa because he got stuck in the jumping castle.
* Scolding Jungkook for teasing Hobi oppa who was clung to me.
* Kissing a pouting Kookie.
* Getting a piggy back from Rm oppa.
* Dancing with Hobi oppa
* Recording with Yoongi oppa.
* Shopping with Jin.

I was bawling my eyes out as Jungkook rubbed my back chuckling at me. The pics finished and Magic Shop played making me bawl my eyes out even more. The slideshow then showed a girl about 13 at most in front of the camera.

" Why do you love Yn ?" The director I'm assuming asked. She smiled brightly at the mention of my name.

" I love her so much, she's one of the reasons I stopped being suicidal. She helped through a hard time her and her bandmates. I can't thank them all in enough. They mean the world to me. " She said wiping a tear from her face. I cried even more as I don't want anyone to be suicidal that's bad. I was at that time in life but Kookie and everyone got me through it. Then it showed a few more fans, then it started with celebrities. First it was Jonas Brothers.

" Why do you love Yn? " They all smiled brightly.

" She's amazing, she's like A little sister. She so nice and one of the kindest people I've met. " Joe smiled. Before they all said their share of feelings and what they thought of me. I tried wiping some tears away from my face but they wouldn't stop flowing. Then next Was The oppas after a few celebs . I looked at them confused as I didn't know when they shot this. It from this year, I know it because they have the same hair colours. First it was Rm.

" Yn-ie ,I love you so much and your so wonderful, I couldn't think of better little sister. Your so kind and beautiful and so many things. You deserve the world. Love you. " He smiled before, he gave the camera a thumbs up and smile. Next Suga oppa.

" Princess, your a beautiful person with a beautiful heart and personality. These arwards are yours and you deserve it. " He said giving a gummy smile. I smiled brightly watching the slideshow. Next was Taehyung.

" Little sister your one of the best persons to ever be on this Earth, there's no heart that's kinder and brighter than yours. " He smiled a box smile, then doing a finger heart. Next Hobi oppa.

" YN-AH !!! YOUR AN ANGEL ,A SUNSHINE. SOMETHINGS ALWAYS BRIGHT AND POSITIVE. I LOVE YOU!!! YOUR SO KIND AND BEAUTIFUL!!! " He smiled brightly whiles shouting. He was doing the happy dance again. I giggled through my tears. Next Jin.

" Yn-ie ,your beauty in heart and physically is better than any world wide handsome or anything. Your amazing and so cute. " He smiled doing a finger heart. I laughed at my oppa as he was doing world handsome faces to the camera. Next Jimin.

" Who's always there for you, Princess. Who's so lovely Y/n-ah. Who can give you a big smile Y/n-ie. Who's got the a great heart, patience ,kindness and smile. Y/n-ssi. Who's always gonna be one of my best friends no my family ,Princess. Who's the best little sister ever, Y/n-ie. " He said giggling whiles doing finger hearts. I thought it was Jungkook next but it Was The ambassador.

" Miss Yn, your such a lovely woman with a lovely heart, I cant thank you enough for what you've done for this world. All those moments we shared together were amazing. I hope you like this slideshow. You have me ideas on How To make the country a better place and world. You showed the world that there is still hope and peace out there. I hope you love and accept the awards we gave you. "( I'm calling her Lilian because I am getting annoyed with myself because I keep saying ambassador.) Lilian smiled brightly. I giggled. Finally it was Jungkook.

" Baby you are the most friendly, bright, smart, amazing and personality filled person. You stand up for what's right. Your so kind and loving, caring. I made this slideshow to show you how much and I and everyone loves you. " Jungkook said giving the camera a bunny smile and a chuckle. The song magic shop stopped playing and it was now Best Of Me. The photos that showed were :

* Me studying when I was 16 ,Jungkook had got back from a show and was at the house To Help me.
* Selfies of me at the concert on my birthday.
* Me pouting because Jungkook left to go and change.
*Silly pics with Yeotan.

I was bawling my eyes out not knowing what to say or do, I couldn't think or do an action, I was shook.

-Timeskip-

We had gone home with a stack of trophies and a big one just to finish it off. I loved today. I'm so happy we all had smiles and were bright all over.

What a night to remember..... :)

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I hope your gonna like this book and again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR BABY BOY AND OUR GOLDEN MAKNAE I HOPE HE HAS THE BIRTHDAY TO REMEMBER!!!
IM GLAD HES WITH HIS FAMILY FOR HIS BIRTHDAY!!! ♡💜💜😫🐰

I love you guys and our bunny and I'm so sorry, if this chapter is bad I forgot it completely. Lol.

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