^ Album Cover ^
Your P.O.V

We were all seated on the couches the interview as only started and now I must introduce myself.

" Hey Guys I'm-" I couldn't finish my sentence the crowd started screaming.

" Y/N I LOVE YOU. " Someone in the crowd yelled pretty sure it's a boy. I blushed and made a finger heart.

" Hey Guys, I'm Jeon Y/n and I LOVE you too. " I blushed. The fanboy screamed again and JungKook introduced himself.

" Hi Guys, I'm Jungkook. It's nice to meet you all" Jungkook said smiling. He sounded so fluent.

" You sound so fluent. " I whispered to him, he looked at me blushing.

" Thank you, babe, I have the best teacher. " He whispered back. I blushed before nodding. Suddenly Jimmy brought out  my album. I blushed. The new one of course. The crowd went 'Ooo'

" Y/n this album, is amazing, I love it could you maybe explain the cover? " Jimmy asked smiling. I nodded in thought.

" So Basically, it represents your insecurities and differences. The white and red flower is you, yourself as a representation to how different you are from that other rose or person. Then the black fading represents your insecurities, cause your insecurities can sometimes push you into a dark place, then the gold is a representative of your light and how your insecurities can also be a good thing.  I actually made it with Jungkook. " I said plainly. Jimmy looked at JungKook amazed. JungKook perked up at his name. I translated it and he blushed and smiled brightly.

" Wow you two have a real talent. " Jimmy said in awe, I blushed and the others agreed.

" Y/n could you explain what your song, The Cure means? " Jimmy asked putting down the album cover.

" It basically says, how my bandmates take care of me and how much they care for me. I had a really rough patch recently and they stuck with me  and showed me so much love  . The same goes opposite wise. " I nodded. Jimmy touched his heart.

" That's really sweet. Could someone else maybe comment on it? " Jimmy asked. RM raised his hand.

" We ourselves have always been, one of the first ones she comes to when she's having a rough time and I think the song puts it nicely telling our story and our feelings In the song, she may have written it but she writes putting in everyone's feelings . " RM nodded. I nodded along with him.

" That's so sweet. " Jimmy smiled. We chuckled.

" Airplanes, is one of my favorites could you also put a feel into it? "

" It's an explanation on how it's like being an idol and everything. You do fall into the darkness once or twice in your life whiles doing this. Sometimes you start to think, what happened before all this, the fame, the money and whole shabang ,before it ever mattered what was in your bank account, it's about what you gained along with what you lost. " I explained filled with thoughts in my head.

" That is so meaningful and so representive of what your life really is like. "

" It's also not just us as idols but rather us as celebrities too. " RM concluded. Jimmy asked us a few more questions before it was soon time to go and change for the games.

" Don't leave just yet, we still have bts here after the commercial break. Stay tuned. " Jimmy said before the camera went down and we had to go and change

Timeskip _ After Commercial Break

Me, the guys and Jimmy were all in casual clothes now . I has a light blue denim overall with a black off shoulder crop top with white high top converse. We were still on the commercial break, so I was taking pictures and signing things with fans. I smiled when a toddler ran  towards me. I bent down to his height. He had brown eyes and brown hair. His mother was running towards him, I think that was his mother.

" Hello Sweetheart." I smiled as the boy ran into my arms. I fell back slightly, his mother ran towards us and stopped breathing in heavily.
" Why are you running from your mother? "

" S-she h-hit m-m-me all the t-time. " He sobbed, he showed me his arms bruises and scars of all kinds. I looked at the woman with disgust in my face. I lifted the boy up and he hid his face in my shoulder crying.

" Is this true? " I asked the woman with tears brimming my eyes. She smelt like alcohol and drugs, I wanted to barf . She didn't even dress properly her dress was ripped and torn all over. Her heels were broken. How did she even get in ~ I saw security coming in.

" Miss, why should you care, he's just some random runt that ran in here, he's a brat. Just give him back, I wanna punish the little shit. " she slurred. She was reaching for the child but I held him back.

" No, no, he's a human boy, just what 2 yrs old and you abuse him . No, no. " I said angrily. She shivered under my glare . Where are the guys right now? Their probably eating or something.~

" Listen here, bitch, that's not your kid. Give him back, he deserves this anyways. " She hit the boy on the head making him wail  , a crowd was rounded around us. I gasped and rubbed the boy's backs he flinched ,I cooed him before facing the woman again

" WHAT THE HELL?!? You don't abuse kids, if your not gonna take care of him at least give him to somebody who will. That's not right, he's human like you. He may not be mine but You need to fix your ways LIKE NOW!!  " I said angrily, I've never lost my temper that much and I've never went so far. The woman just rolled her eyes.

" If you know how to take care of it , then the brats yours. " She said before she was dragged away by the security. I widened my eyes.

" I said you must take care of him, I never said-Ahhhh YAH. " I yelled in frustration, this woman can't just abuse this child and just give him over to a total stranger. The crowd clapped and cheered for me, before they went back to their business. I looked at the woman as she smirked getting dragged away.

" Enjoy that twerp. I never loved him anyways. Your problem now bitch. " She smirked, she gripped her arm out of the security guards hand and brought out a paper from her pocket, with a pen, she scribbled on it quickly before throwing it at me with her pen ,I don't know where that came from. The security grabbed her arm again before she could run away. I rubbed the boy's back softly. He stopped crying after a bit and pulled away from my shoulder . He felt very boney, he hasn't been eating a lot. I feel so bad for him.

" Are you OK? "I asked him softly. I sat on the floor with him my lap. He nodded and hugged me. I hugged him back and opened the paper that woman threw at me. I opened it and it was custody papers. I gasped, she signed them. I really can't believe it, what kind of person carries those around and just hands her child over to a stranger. I really do want to take care of him but I have such a busy schedule and I don't want him to feel neglected or alone.

"She hit everyday and leave alone, no eat. " The boy mumbled pointing at himself. I looked at him sadly stroking his lovely brown hair. A few staff members had come around me.

" Miss, we're about to start in 20mins and the guys have been eating. " The staff informed me , I nodded at her as the boy clung to me scared.

" What you did there was amazing. You don't find people like you anywhere. " the staff member smiled at me in awe. I smiled up at her and thanked her. She smiled before leaving.

" Do you want something to eat? " I asked him, he sat up nodding rapidly. His clothes were quite dirty. I stood up putting the paper in my pocket and throwing the pen away. I lifted the boy up and took him to the snack bar. I saw Jimmy looking at me. I waved at him, he came over too me. I let the boy down and he started eating a sandwich. I grabbed a juice box for him and popped the straw in. I bend down giving it to him. Jimmy arrived and the boy immediately went behind me.

" Hey Yn who's your new friend? " Jimmy asked curiously. I scratched the back of my neck embarrassed as I didn't know his name.

" One second. " I said before bending down to the little boy.

" Sweetheart what's your name? "I asked him softly. He looked from Jimmy to me. I leaned my ear over to him, he whispered his name Jaylin. I smiled at his name and turned back to Jimmy.

" His name Is Jaylin and.......Yeah. " I said awkwardly. Jimmy laughed at me making Jaylin cling tighter to my leg.

" Well he is very handsome, where did he come from,  I didn't see him in the crowd. " Jimmy asked confused. I smiled nervously and explained everything to him. I felt Jaylin tap my leg, I looked at him and he pointed to a doughnut. I got the doughnut and passed it to him, licking my fingers still explaining.

" .......And that is how I am here with Jaylin at the snack table. "I explained. Jimmy smiled.

" Not many would do what you did, but what are you gonna do? "Jimmy asked curiously . I sighed at him confused myself.

" In all honesty, I don't know. " I sighed.

" Maybe you should take care of him, because it's seems like your the only one he wants to be near. " Jimmy smiled before leaving. I nodded, I looked at the clock there was only 10 Minutes left. Jaylin then tapped me again, pointing at a sandwich, I gave him a sandwich before I saw the guys coming over, Jaylin  lclung to my leg again which confused the guys. I looked down at him, his eyes looked teary.

" Hey what's wrong? " I asked him bending down as low as I could without hurting him.

" Scared, don't  leave me. " He said teary-eyed. I awed at him.

" Are you scared of them? "I asked pointing to the guys who just stood a little far away. Jaylin nodded.

" Don't worry, they are the nicest people you'll ever meet and they're really kind and weird. " I smiled. He shook his head.

" Do you want to meet one first? " I asked him, he thought for a bit and nodded.

" Which one? " I asked, he pointed at Jimin.

" Wait here. " I said standing up but he clung to my calf.

" Don't go away from me. " He said about to cry, I nodded.

" Baby, do you want me to ask if he could come here? "I asked him. He nodded.
" Jimin oppa come her please. "Jimin nodded before jogging over here. I explained to him and he nodded sadly. Jaylin tapped my leg.
I looked down at him, he pointed at the rest of the guys.

" Jimin please explain to the rest of the guys, I have to do something. I called you because he wanted to meet you but his just..... Shy I guess. " I said clueless. Jimin nodded and kissed my cheek before leaving. I looked down at Jaylin and lifted him up. I kissed his cheek and I went to my dressing room. I went inside to see my Teri Unnie.

" Hey Unnie, I have to shoot, could you possibly watch Jaylin? "I asked Teri, she nodded. I looked at Jaylin who was clung onto me.

" Honey, I have to go and shoot but I'll be back after a bit, don't worry, she's really nice and she'll get you food, are you gonna be a good boy is that OK ? " I asked the shaking boy. He nodded hesitantly. I smiled at him and put him down. He kissed his forehead softly ,I hugged him tightly before I went out the door feeling so sad because it looked like he was about to cry. I went to stage and put my mic setup on, we were gonna start in 5Mins. I went up to the guys and picked Kookie's lips.

"We heard what happened with that little boy and it seems like your a hero. " Rm smiled, I blushed and nodded.

" But what am I gonna do with him?  He's so shaken up and trust no one but me and his mother threw this at me. " I said handing over the paper. The guys looked at it and gasped. Rm oppa translated it before.

" Is that woman alright? Just giving her child over to a stranger. " Jhope said shook. I nodded.

" I want to take care of him I really do, but when will I ,we have such busy schedules. " I said frustrated. Jungkook rubbed my back.

" Baby let's think about after this, OK, we are about to go on. " Jungkook said hugging me. I hugged him back feeling like crap not just for me but for that little boy as well.

( A/n - I was planning on writing the games and all but I changed my mind about it  and chose to just skip to the end of the show, I'm really sorry) 

We finished shooting and playing games. We said our goodbyes to Jimmy before, I walked to my room with Kookie, we talked about what we were gonna do about Jaylin. I heard crying from my dressing room, I ran towards the room and opened the door to see Jaylin crying, when Teri tried to touch him. Teri saw me and sighed in relief. Jaylin turned to me and immediately ran into my legs, I tripped but Jungkook caught me, lifting me back up. I bent down to Jaylin's height  and stroked his hair softly. Shame and the boy's only two years old. For a two year old he's really smart.

" Sh, sh ,its alright, I'm here. " I cooed the little boy, he stopped crying and looked at me tiredly.

" Leave me, no. I tired. " Jaylin said with puffy eyes. I nodded and lifted the boy as I saw Teri and Jungkook already had my stuff.  I held Jungkook's hand as I had Jaylin in my other arm. He fell asleep on my shoulder. We left the dressing room thanking Jimmy again for the games and gifts. What gifts?!? Jimmy gave us these boxes when we arrived earlier. We arrived back at the hotel and I wanted to do a live.

" Oppas, I'm gonna do a live. Anyone wanna join? "I asked as held Jaylin close to my chest, he stirred and held onto me tighter. He moved his head to the side a numerous number of times and shivered.

"Sh, sh . It's OK. " I say softly. He stopped moving and lied on my chest peacefully. The others awed quietly at the little baby.

" I'll join you a bit later baby, I'm gonna just play some games, I'm behind. You promised to teach me some English" Jungkook pouted. I nodded whiles the others gave me their reasons. Jimin, Taehyung and Jhope oppa are gonna play with Kookie while Jin and Rm oppa read books and Suga oppa is gonna sleep. I went upstairs and laid Jaylin on the bed softly. I changed into my pajamas and took a blanket from downstairs before I heard a cry from upstairs. I sighed and went upstairs to where I saw Jaylin looking all over crying, he spotted me and jumped off the bed , which I'm quite amazed by because it's would be really high for him ,he ran to me and hug my legs shaking. I lifted him and hugged him tightly.

" Hey it's OK, I'm here, I just went to fetch a blanket sweetie. I'm here, I won't leave. " I cooed him, he soon fell asleep, I sighed happily before I stably set the camera on the bed Jaylin still snoozing in my arms. I took .I lied on the bed on the pillows and held Jaylin to my chest. He was sitting on my lap but his hands were basically pushing off my collarbones and he was laying his head on my chest, I got a blanket and put it over him, hugging him. So this is what it's like to be a mother............... I like it ~

I switched the camera on and the live was beaming with people watching.

" Hey Guys, how are you ? I hope your OK? " I smiled rubbing Jaylin's back softly, he stirred and shuffled. I read the comments :
Unnie who is that on your lap?
Aww is that a baby?!?
Unnie are you a mom?

" My army ,you will probably find out soon, I don't really want to talk about it. " I smiled sadly.

" I actually did this live to say Thank you...... For everything. I can't help but thank all you my armies your amazing and you brighten up my day. You support me and fight for me with all you. You make me strong and happy. I hope no one ever takes you away from me because your my army, my babies. I know what your thinking your my babies, well you are even if your older than me or close to my age, your still my babies. I will love you forever and ever and ever till my last breaths . You've shown me so much love and I hope I'm returning the same. Your one of the brightest lights to my darkness" I smiled wiping some tears from my eyes.
We love you too Unnie!
We're glad to be your babies.
I love you!!
Please don't cry.
Eomma Y/n

"~Yah~ OK, let's ask questions ,I'll ask you a question and I want your to answer in the comments then youll all ask me a question but only the first question I see OK. " I nodded.
Yes!!
Let's get it ......

"What is your favorite place? "I asked my armies. The were comments of all kinds.
Home.....

"Yeah I also miss home. "I smiled sadly.
"Question me. "

Unnie who is the closest bts member to you besides Kookie?
Who is your favorite-

"The member, I'm closest too after Kookie is Jimin because I've talked with him allot more and spent I guess more time with him but all in all I'm close to all my bandmates. " I smiled. I thought for a bit.

"So what's your guy's IQ ,I bet it's much better than mine. " I pouted cutely. The armies sent massive responses.
0
101
I don't know.

" Last time, I checked when I was 18 ,it was 168 IQ. " I said smiling in thought. I do remember school but most of the good moments I guess. The people I went to school all stopped talking to me after a while but I didn't really care anymore but I got a new number incase they wanted to message me because now I'm an idol.
Wow your smart Unnie.
Wow!!!
Unnie were you a prefect in school?

" Yes, I was a prefect in school and I was headgirl for both primary and secondary school. "I finished.
What was it like?

" I guess you could say it fun, but sometimes I hated the praise I got from people and the way they pushed aside other people or prefects to come to me. Because at that those times there was only one head person. " I explained. I loved being headgirl it was fun and you also learned new things about yourself but I didn't like giving warnings to people or being bossy to them, it was just part of the job and most people understood that.
Unnie can you explain how they voted for prefects?

" So the students from Grade 0 to 7 in the primary school would vote and then students from 8 to 12 would vote too for a prefect ,then next they would vote for the head. The teachers also voted " I explained. I remember when we were at the Honors Evening, the evening were awards are given and prefects are announced. I was sitting in the chair next to Min-Jae and the principal. Mr Choi, he was a very nice person but everyone called him maybe he was just really nice to me.

•Flashback•
(Secondary/Primary )
^Choose^

"Tonight we have given awards to pupils who deserved it and worked for it, now we announce our prefects. "  Mr Choi said into the mic, all the students gasped.

" By a numbered of votes given and of course their behavior in class and school grounds has shown their potential to a be prefect. "

" Let's us announce our deputy prefects. " (Deputy is after the head, so these are the rest of the prefects besides the head.)

"(Random Name)
  (Random Name)
   Jeon Min-Jae
   ...... " I clapped for Min-Jae as she went up stage accepting her badge and letter for the prefect blazers. I smiled for her widely. I'm so happy for her ~ . In honesty I don't think I'll be a prefect. When MinJae moved Jungkook came closer to me. He was such a shy boy but not in front of me.
"(Random Name )
  (Random Name )"

" Hey Kookie. " I smiled. He blushed.

" Hi Yn, think you'll be a prefect? "Jungkook asked curiously as the 20 Names called that means that there are 2 Names left to be Called .

" No, I think you'll be one though. Despite your shyness, love ,you'll be a good leader. " I smiled brightly. Jungkook awed at me and hugged me but immediately pulled away as we aren't allowed to show PDA . I don't know why though, he's my boyfriend after all.

" As you know every second year, we have a deputy president. This person has gotten the second most votes and is fit to be the leader behind the Head. " Mr Choi was just about to announce the Deputy President when the most cocky guy in our school, his name was Song Day. Day was the most cocky person in our school, he thought he was better than everyone and was always after me, after telling him a million times ,I have a boyfriend. He's behavior in class and on school grounds is terrible. Day stood up and cockily walked up to the stage confusing a lot of parents and people.
" Our Deputy President of this year Is Jeon Jungkook. Despite his shyness he has won the lead of the Deputy President. "

Jungkook's eyes widened when he was called on stage. I  shook him and told him to go up on stage congratulating him. Day glared at Jungkook and came back to sit down earning snickers from all the other students. Jungkook shook Mr Choi's hand and stood along all the other prefects on stage smiling brightly.

" Now for our head, our pupil that had been chosen this year has shown great work, loyalty, leadership and behavior. Their grades are outstanding and are always high, they are good with the children and have shown kindness but are stern. This person is good at all sports and almost everything along with our Deputy President. Our head for this will be a girl and the Head Girl for this year is Lee
Y/n ."

(There you are...............that's your name before you were Jeon, I hope you like and if you want to change it tell me and please comment baby names, I am beyond clueless because I don't have any and if I don't have any I can't carry on with the book, please I beg you for baby names, boy and girl.)

I widened my eyes in shock before going up to Mr Choi to accept the head blazer and badge. I shook his hand and stood next to Kookie smiling brightly, he whispered a congratulations to me as the audience carried on clapping and cheering for me.

•End Of Flashback•

    I was about to talk again when I felt shuffling on my chest. I looked down to see Jaylin with his eyes half open, he was yawning whiles rubbing his eyes.

" Mama ,I hungry. " He muttered tiredly. I nodded at him. I felt so touched when he called me mama.

" We'll go now baby. " I said kissing his forehead making him giggle.
Awww .
Yn is the best mom ever .
You two are so cute .
I wish you were my mom.
So cute.

" Armies do you want to come with us to get food? "I asked seeing a lot of yes comments. I took the camera off the bed.

" Mama up up. " Jaylin said reaching  up his arms to me. I nodded and smiled at his cuteness. I lifted him up and showed the armies ,the two of us. Jaylin looked confused at the camera.
"What that? "

"It's a camera honey. " I smiled. He nodded still confused he reached his hand out and touched it. It just showed his fingers making me giggle.
"Let's go sweetheart. "

We went downstairs passing the boys. Jaylin seemed less afraid of them now guess. He was reaching out for Jungkook who was playing his game. He fidgeted. I let him Jungkook's lap, who was shook for a moment before , he put his arms over the little boy before carrying on his game . I smiled sweetly at the little boy and his..... Dad. I guess if I decide to keep Jaylin then Jungkook will be his dad but that depends on me and him, plus the guys. I want to keep him for a while because we start tour soon and we're gonna be busy nonstop so I don't want him to feel alone or scared or neglected. I showed the armies the sweet moment,  Jaylin's hands were on Jungkook's thumbs. He tried playing while Jungkook did. It was so cute. The others didn't even look at this.

"Oppas say hi to Armie. " I say scanning the camera all over before I heard a chorus of faint hellos. I pouted cutely before looking at the TV screen ,I saw that they were playing my favorite game. This is unfair and they never invited me.

"Oppas playing my favorite and never inviting me, low, oppas low. " I said bitterly. I showed the armies the evil boys and went to the kitchen hearing allot of sorrys . I put the camera down and brought out a juice box and made him a peanut butter sandwich.

" Oppas did you eat? "I shouted from the kitchen hearing a series of no's . I sighed.
" I'll bring you chips. "

I grabbed chips from the cupboard apologizing to the armies. I got two different bowls and filled the bowls with chips. I went into living putting the chips on the table before I went back in the kitchen to grab Jaylin's sandwich and juice along with the camera. I put the camera on the floor so it was facing everyone. I gently took Jaylin from Jungkook's lap and gave  him his sandwich. He smiled at me and ate it.

" Army you try play this game it's so fun, move left sunshine. " I said as Jhope oppa was about to be struck. He moved left quickly and thanked me. I turned the camera so it was facing the TV. Jungkook won his match whiles Taehyung and Jimin  lost and Jhope oppa won alongside Jungkook .

"Let me try pwease . " Jaylin said to me. Tugging at my shirt. I nodded.

" Kookie can Jaylin play for a second? "I asked him, he looked at for a second. Before nodding. He changed his side of the game to an easy level and gave Jaylin the controller. Jaylin smiled before he sat up from my lap leaning on my chest. Jungkook turned the camera so it was facing us. I put my thumbs on Jaylin's hands. I guided him slowly cause he was struggling slightly.

" Come on baby you can do it. " I said to Jaylin just as he was about to lose to the other character . I  kissed his forehead. Jungkook was messing with fans while I was motivating Jaylin.

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Hey Guys, I hope you liked this chapter for this, I have to skip to the next year because I'm behind on writing, I hope you like this book so far, I really am tiring and by the way, Jaylin is now being taken care of by La-la, she wanted to take care of him.  You didn't want to give him but you had to because of your busy schedule.

Please, I need baby names if I don't get baby names then I can't carry on, I'm really blank and have nothing for baby names please please please please. Baby names Boy and Girl. Sorry if it's bad or short.

Jeon......

Love you guys ~♥~

- Angie

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