A/n - Hey guys so on your birthday you went to America again, at like 02:00 AM, your back and you had your sleep and everything, it's a day after your birthday , right now your getting ready for interviews your having that day, I just wanted to clear that up. Please listen to Live Myself and Mikrokosmos, by bts whiles reading this , Love you ❤

Timeskip - To America

Your P.O.V

I was getting my makeup done, my outfit already on ,my Unnie had already done my nails and hair. I haven't seen the guys today, because Jungkook and they immediately slept the minute they got in the penthouse whiles I myself didn't want to sleep on the couch so I went to Jungkook and my room sleeping. I heard them wake up and shuffle all around but I haven't seen them. My Unnie finished my makeup and I got up putting my heels on , I thanked her before I left. I then went out of my room going to the kitchen greeting the boys seeing as they were done . I haven't seen Jungkook though. So grabbed a granola eating half as always, I put the other half on a plate on the counter, when I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist, I jumped slightly but relaxed knowing who it was.

"Sorry, Morning baby. "Jungkook said kissing my cheek.

"Morning hubby, how was your sleep? "I asked reaching up in the cupboard, his arms still around me. I got a granola bar for him and opened it handing it to him.

"It was cold without you but OK, I guess, thanks love ."He smiled taking a bite. He finished his and the rest of mine before my Samchon came in calling us to the living room. We all entered the living room, sitting down. My Samchon had his phone ,some letters and envelopes in his hand. He was about to speak when he looked at me and JungKook weirdly.

"You two are always matching, how? "All attention was on us, I looked at JungKook, him doing the same and my Samchon was right we were matching. We both giggled smiling, we both shrugged.

"Anyways before we leave for your interviews, I've got some envelopes for you guys OK, please read the letters aloud as they are important for the whole band. "My Samchon finished, I nodded before, he handed me most of the letters and some of them RM got as he was leader. They all looked at me as if saying 'Hello ~ Open 'em up ' . I put some of the envelopes on the table and grabbed one that looked really fancy, I opened carefully and opened the card inside. I read :

"Dear Jeon Yn

We invite ,you and of course your bandmates, to our annual BBMAS, we would love if you could present an award, along with your bandmates, a performance of a song of your choice would be much appreciated, we would love if you could come to our award show,
If you could possibly host, the event, it would be a real blessing.
Please RSVP by Wed (Random Date)

thank you ,Billboard Awards!!! "

The card was in English but, I translated it. I read speechless ,I couldn't believe what I read they want me to present an award and to perform ,then Host also. I gripped the card speechless looking at it with shock on my face. I was frozen in place, I didn't even hear everyone clapping and congratulating me. The card was taken from my hands and I finally looked up to see Jungkook looking at me smiling.

"Come next one, well done Princess. "My Samchon smiled, I nodded smiling, I opened the next card, it had an astronaut on it . It was so cute.

"Jeon Yn

You have been nominated by a numerous number of your armies in the VMAS ,MTV Awards , EMAS ,we would love for it if you could join us on such occasions as we have been harassed {just kidding 😂} by alot of armies to invite you. Please may you perform for us and hopefully present some awards for us.
Please If you are attending send and RSVP by **/**/** .
Huge Fans!!!
- Management - "

I squealed excited, this was hopefully gonna be really amazing , ahhhhh . Everyone chuckled at my childish behavior before we read some more letters ,they were for mostly award shows and interviews and stuff, they were so cute, we finished reading all the letters just before we had to go to our interview. We arrived at the building and entered seeing a woman who maybe in her 30's or close to 40's ,she had brown hair and blue eyes, she was wearing a dress suit and blue heels. She saw us and squealed.

"Hello, I'm Nina, I'm going to be doing your interview today. Oh my gosh your so beautiful. I wish you were my daughter. "She started complimenting me in English, I blushed deeply, she all of a sudden hugged me. I hugged back as best I could because she practically bear hugged me. I almost turned blue from her grip, I tapped her arms quite a few times telling her to let go, she didn't and tightened her grip.

"HELP. HEL-"I yelled in Korean, I couldn't finish my sentence because I started seeing black spots. I fell limp before the boys could say anything.

(Boys) BTS P.O.V

We saw Yn being hugged by that Nina, lady. We all chuckled. When we saw her turning slightly blue, we got worried.

"Miss, may you please let go of Y/n, she's turning blue?!? "RM practically begged the woman. Jungkook looked very worried but angry at the same time, if you didn't know Jungkook like we do you he just looked worried. Nina tightened her grip on Y/n.

"HELP.HEL-" Y/n shouted before, we saw her go limp, we immediately panicked.

"Miss please let go of Y/n, she already passed out, let her go please?! "RM begged her, she then realized and let Y/n go. Y/n fell to the floor being caught by her very angered husband. The other boys then surrounded her and made sure, she was still breathing whiles Nina called the staff medic. She came dressed in a white trench coat. She examined Y/n.

"She just passed out from a lack of air, she'll be fine, just a cold towel on her forehead and she'll wake up. Nina we've talked about this, you need to watch your strength, seeing as Yn's a small girl, she could have died, if they didn't warn you. "The doctor concluded as RM translated it. Jungkook gasped at the thought of Y/n dying. He wouldn't let that happen, he couldn't, none of the boys could. Jungkook almost swore(I know he wouldn't I just want to put some protective Kookie in) at the woman ,when the Doctor came back bringing a cold towel with her, she placed it on Yn's forehead.

Your P.O.V

I felt something cold on my forehead, so I fluttered my eyes open. I looked up to see everyone sigh in relief. Jungkook pat my back comforting me, making me confused.

"What happened? "I asked confused.I coughed rapidly patting my chest, Jungkook patting my back, when I finally stopped I looked around and saw an unfamiliar woman but immediately remembered what happened. I backed away a bit as I was kinda scared. She finally looked at me guilt and sadness imminent on her face.

"Y/n, I'm really sorry, I never meant to do that, my excitement got the best of me, can you ever forgive me? "Nina asked me sounding very disappointed in herself. I nodded as Jungkook helped me stand up holding my waist.

"It's OK, I'm fine, I also don't know my own strength. Its really OK . " I smiled, she smiled back at me about to hug me but Jungkook pulled me back a bit and she backed away before he could and she just shook my hand smiling sadly.

"Let's go and do this interview. "Nina smiled before leading us to a room with Cameras and photos all over the place, there was even a view of the city. We sat on the stools in the middle of the room, me of course next to Jungkook, I coughed a bit as I need some air. Jungkook pat my back.

"Are you OK, love? "Jungkook asked me worried, I breathed in and out slowly. I nodded.

"I'm OK sweetie, just need some air. "I said nodding my head, I breathed in and out slowly, the others looked at us worried but they didn't want to surround me and make me even more closed up so they sat in their seats just checking if I was OK. The staff members came and did our makeup, mine was already done but they just wanted to touch it up a bit.
Nina sat in front of us and smiled.

"1....2....3"The cameraman counted before we saw the red button of the camera flash green.

"Good Morning America, I'm here with the K-pop sensations BTS, Im Nina, and we're here on 'Let's Talk'."Nina smiled before, she shuffled her cue cards.

Timeskip~ Half of Interview
(

BTS ~ Love Myself)

"So we're gonna play a game it's called Who's the member ,I'm basically gonna ask a question and your gonna write down who the member is, on your boards. "Nina explained as staff members came up to us giving us boards. We nodded opening our markers.

"OK so who eats the least? "Nina asked, I wrote my name down, I saw the others write my name down too and chuckled. We showed our boards and Nina giggled looking at me.
"How much do you eat? "( Nun' ya business bish, jk) I really don't want answer, that's a bit much for me.

"Like, my body just can't stomach, a lot of food, half a granola bar is too much for me, I could honestly survive on one granola bar for a day and not be hungry. "I laughed ,Nina nodded.

"Must be why your so small. "Nina laughed, I immediately stopped giggling. I am very insecure about my body and weight, so that keeps me on edge. I puffed my cheeks out awkwardly and just nodded exhaling, my mood had clearly changed. The boys know about this insecurity of mine and they of course try to mold me out of it but it never works. RM looked back at me, giving me the look of 'Are you okay? ' , I nodded sadly looking down. I hate my body, my weight, my face, my everything (Guys, don't hate yourself your beautiful, in all ways, I'm just writing this to put an outtake on people's insecurities, OK yours so beautiful and wonderful don't ever doubt yourself.)I played with my marker on my board and wrote down, the names each round. When Nina asked a question I would just nod or give a small answer.
I hope the others don't notice this.

"Well. That was an amazing interview with BTS, I had the best time, thank you for coming on! This is "Let's Talk " Good Morning America. "Nina smiled, before we did a finger heart towards the camera, I put on a small smile before we stopped being live. I put my board on the chair and wrapped my arms around my waist, almost trying to hide myself. We talked with Nina a bit, when she left RM came up to me and hugged me tightly. The others started to question it. I can't cry right now we have another interview. I held it in.

"Baby are you OK? You didn't look okay in there? "Jungkook cooed to me concerned. He rubbed my back softly. I nodded into Rm's chest telling him I'm fine. He pulled away and kissed my cheek, before Jungkook came and hugged me tightly. He kissed my forehead, I didn't even hug back, I just held my waist tightly. He pulled away and everyone else hugged me, kissing my cheek. They asked what's wrong ,but I didn't answer ,I just shook my head. We were about to leave when Nina ran up to us a box in her hand and a packet of chocolates in the other. She gave the boys chocolate bars, they thanked her. The plastic was empty when she came up to me. She opened the box and there was allot of doughnuts in there.

"Y/n here, you need it. "Nina said handing me the box, smiling. I heard RM mutter an "Oh no. " , I held the box, giving her a fake smile. My eyes were very teary.

"Thank you so much. I'm sure the boys and I will enjoy it."I said smiling fakely. She gave me a frown before smiling again.

"No, their for you only, you need them more than they do. Your so small but are most probably really heavy, haha. "Nina explained. My eyes became glossy. I bit my lip.

"Oh uhm, thank you. "I said exiting the building, I gave the box to my Samchon telling him to enjoy the box and give the rest of the boys. I sat in the van, my knees up to my chest. I looked out the window with glossy eyes. The rest of the boys had tried talking to me asking what happened but I just gave a small reply or answer, I shook my head at most of their questions. The boys stopped as they thought I needed space.

(BOYS) BTS P.O.V

RM had taken out his phone and messaged the guys, on their group, that had only the guys in it.
(RM :Rm, Jungkook :Jk, J-hope :JH, Jimin:JM, Suga : MY, Jin : SJ ,Taehyung : TH)

Chat Group •

RM : I think we should just give her some space guys, she really got it hard at that interview just now.

The rest of the male bts members, got a notification from their phones, opening their phones and reading the messages they sighed. They looked back at Yn who looked so torn ,sad and broken.

JK : What did that lady say to her hyung?:-(
JM : Yeah what, did she say after almost KILLING her ?!?
SJ : What that lady must've said must of been pretty bad to hurt
Yn-ie ,like that. :-\
JH : She's not herself anymore, she looks so sad, hyung please tell us what she said. :-|

MY : Maybe, if we stopped typing, he could get a chance to tell us T_T
RM : Anyways, you know how princess doesn't like to talk about her weight or her body?
JK : Yeah, she really hates it.
TH : She's really insecure about that. >_<
RM : Well remember when Nina asked who's the member that eats the least and of course we say Y/n because she does eat the least, maybe princess was thinking, she was gonna move on to the next question but Nina ended up asking "How much do you eat? "
R

M : Yn-ah then replied by saying, "she can't eat allot, because she can't stomach it", then Nina had said, "must be why your so small."
JK : ＜（－︿－）＞
JM :~ YAH~ POOR YN-AH, WHAT WAS THAT WOMAN THINKING?!? T_T
RM : LET ME FINISH !!!Anyways, when we were about to leave Nina gave us chocolate but she gave Yn-ah a box filled with doughnuts. She to Y/n "you need it", then princess said" I'm sure the boys and I will enjoy it" and Nina said "no their only for you , you need them more than they do ,referring to us of course , then she said "your so small but most probably really heavy. ":-/

Everyone seated in the van had heard a small growl and crack, so they all looked back to see a very, very ,very, very, very ,very, very, very, very, very , very ,very, very , very , very( There allot of verys guys, like allot) angry Jungkook who had just broke his seatbelt clutch. Y/n had looked back from the window and looked towards an angry Jungkook, she just eyed him for a second before going back to the window. Jungkook then started typing angrily on his phone. Infact all the BTS members were really angry about it, they don't like seeing Yn-ah sad.

JK : Why did you tell me this before hyung?!? I could have sorted that woman out! ( rationally) ~Yah~. We all know how Y/n feels about herself ,that woman has the audacity to interview us AND DO NO RESEARCH WHATSOEVER, if you searched for Y/n facts it clearly shows that she HAS MAJOR INSECURITIES?!!! (￣へ￣)
JH : Yooo Jungkook chill, we'll fix, this alright, we'll make a very important announcement on the platforms stating how interviewers shouldn't ask such questions.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
MY : Do you really think they'll listen?!? Their people who want to know EVERYTHING about you and get under your skin, find your weaknesses. That's what they do. We can post or protest anything , they are not gonna change.
TH: I'm afraid Hyung's right guys ←_← they won't change.
JM : If we can't change them, then maybe the armies can?!? They are a very powerful fanbase ,we'll ask them and then they'll do their stuff and boom, no more questions. ◐.̃◐
RM : You know what guys let's discuss this later, we're at the interview and it's called "Let's Talk Deeply " ,so I doubt their gonna ask us about our music and stuff and will try go deeper into us. Give short answers guys, that's all I'm gonna say.
SJ : OK guys, let's leave it for now and Jungkook don't look so pissed.
⊙_⊙
JK : ILL TRY -_-||

Everyone Has Left The Chat •

We had all switched off our phones and looked back at Yn-ah, she looked in pretty bad shape, that question must have really got to her.
Infact that Nina chick must of really got to her head .

Your P.O.V
(BTS ~ Mikrokosmos)

What if I am fat? Or she's just saying I'm small?!?? What if she just wants me to get fat? Or am I already fat, like...............always. I honestly don't know what Jungkook sees in me, I'm not pretty or skinny, well I'm a bit smallish ~
(Hi guys please know you have a beautiful body and most probably personality, don't mind what other people say, you are beautiful and amazing just the way you are)

"OK guys were here." I hear my Samchon say before we jolt to stop ,everyone came out ,me last. I got out of the van holding my waist. The boys were about to talk to me when a woman came out of the building, she was wearing pink all over with brown eyes and black hair. She smiled at us when she saw us. I immediately put on a fake smile.

"Hello Everyone, my names Lola and I'm soooo excited to interview you. Please note we are gonna go a bit into depth about yourself and everything. If you don't want to answer just give us a small one or something. " Lola smiled, she shook our hands, she got to me ,I just removed one hand from my waist and shook her hand. She looked at me concerned.
" Are you okay? "

"Yes, yes, I'm fine, just not feeling so good that's all. " I lied smiling, I was feeling perfectly fine. I hate lying to people, but infact, I'm not lying if I really don't feel good right now.
She nodded still looking concerned. I pulled my hand away and wrapped it around my waist again.

"Do you want some water? " She asked me. I shook my head.

"No, no thank you. "I smiled fakely. She nodded, we started following her into the building. Jungkook came up to me putting his arm around my shoulder. I just leaned into him.

"Don't worry, baby, what that lady said was nothing but bull**** , your perfect just the way you are, you have such a sexy body and such a beautiful face. Don't believe what she said. "Jungkook said to me pulling me closer. I gave him a small but genuine smile. What he said I really appreciate it, I'm just not feeling it right now. Those words she said just kept ringing in my head. He kissed my cheek, encouragingly. I kissed his back still holding my waist. I was actually quite surprised because Jungkook doesn't swear unless he's really mad or during whipped cream. We made our way to a room with 8 purple, love seat couches and one in front of them that was red. Lola gestures us to sit down. I sat down on the fourth chair, Jungkook on the fifth and Taehyung on the third. This was the order :
1st : RM
2nd: J-hope
3rd : Taehyung
4th : Y/n
5th : Jungkook
6th : Jin
7th :Suga
8th : Jimin.

*#*#*•

I sat on my seat crossing my legs. I still had my hands around my stomach.

"I'll be back just now. I just want to get some things. " Lola smiled before, she left the room. I immediately stopped smiling.

" ~Yah~ Yn-ah are you okay? " I heard Jin oppa ask me, I was looking down at my shoes, just thinking. I nodded slowly. Jin sighed.

" If your okay can remove your hands from your waist? "Taehyung asked me reaching for my hands about to take them off. I wrapped my arms tighter around myself shaking my head. Taehyung gave in.
"Then your not OK. "

A small tear ran down my face, quickly wiped it seeing as Lola came back, I put on another fraud smile.

"Let's start shall we ?" The cameraman, had counted then we were live.

Live •

(Hey guys, I would really love it if you answer these by commenting. Your own opinions and everything, I am just putting in what I think and my opinion, this may or not be true, Idk but please don't take it seriously. Thank you (*'▽'*)♪)

" Hey Guys, my names Lola Overanger ,on "Let's Talk Deeply" and I'm here, with Y/n, Jungkook, V, Jimin, RM, J-hope, Suga and Jin, of which they are the amazing band BTS. " Lola smiled reading off a cue card for a second before looking up at us. We smiled waving as our names we're called.

"So guys let's get on, on with the interview. "Lola smiled, before we all did a finger heart towards her.

" In your own words could you deeply explain, what's its like being an idol ?"Lola asked us. RM translated the question. We all nodded thinking. The boys had all given small answers, whiles I would most probably make a whole paragraph. Lola looked at me once all the guys finished.

"It's amazing and it gives you new experiences, opportunities, you learn new things, meet new people. You also get some more family, but as I like to think, there's a dark side to everything and being an idol there also some dark spaces to it. "I explained, looking down at my feet looking at Lola from time to time. RM translated it to the others who agreed with me.

"Can you give us an outtake on the dark side to being an Idol ?" Lola asked. I sucked a breath through my teeth.

" Well in my opinion, the dark side to being an idol, not only an idol but a celebrity, is that you have to sacrifice something and you also sometimes loose something, like your feeling of privacy , secruity and sometimes even safety. Your also very pressured by what your fans think about what you are and what your doing. Your pressured because your always want them to feel happy even if it may mean sometimes crossing your body's limits. Your also expected to be the best, look the best, dance the best, sing the best, rap the best ,everything must be the best. You almost pass out on stage, you have to brush it off professionally, you have pains you will do whatever you can do to make your fans happy. Your insecurities grow, you have to create two personas of yourself. It may not be for everyone but that's my opinion on it. " I finished, that's what my experience of being an idol. Lola nodded.

"This question has been asked by many armies, Y/n in some of the some of the songs that your rap or sing, you cry, like in Magic Shop ,on your birthday yesterday, Happy Belated Birthday though *I mutter a small thanks* ,you broke down and allot of your armies are very worried and so am I, we are very curious as to know why? "Lola asked. I breathed in sighing.

" Uhm.........I don't think they told you this, the boys and I know people are gonna say, no, she's lying or something, but you can ask them yourselves. I've written most of their songs and the whole Love Yourself : Tear album, myself, so some of the songs might trigger me because I wrote them through a difficult time in my life, so they just b-bring back * I wipe some tears with my hand chuckling * sad memories, oh here they are, I'm sorry *sad chuckles*"
I explained, I breathed in. Jungkook pat my back whispering encouraging words ,the others the same. Lola looked at me sadly. That question does bring back some sad memories but I have to suck it up and answer.

" It's alright, I'm really sorry, can I get some tissues here? "Lola asked the staff, giving me sad smile. I shook my head.

" It's OK, I don't need them. " I said giving a fake, but a small smile. Lola called off the staff member that was about to bring me tissue.

" Y/n this question is for you again. So you know about blackpink right and their blinks and then you get your armies ,have you heard of the apparent feud going on between the two, there's the Blinks and then the Army, then there's Anti-Blinks and Anti-Army, then Blink-Army, and what I'm trying to ask is that does this feud exists because blinks compare blackpink to you and army compare you to blackpink, how do you feel about that ?" I looked at her confused, I didn't start any feud, blackpink and I haven't even crossed paths, I've seen them and all but I haven't come to a place where I've started fights with them.

" Uhm, I honestly don't know about this fight with Blackpink but I know we haven't even crossed paths or talked to each to have started a fight and I would love to be friends with them . I know about how the fans compare us and all but that's a different story. But I'll try to fix it because Even if an army is a blink or a blink an army, I'm still love them with all my heart. " I explained, I do know about the comparison and it's kinda hurts me that's why I'm not on the internet anymore. I don't check it anymore. I would really love to be friends with blackpink, so that would be amazing because they seem like really nice sophisticated girls.

" Y/n many fans have asked this and I myself am quite curious also, do you any new songs in future and what language will they be in? "Lola said changing cue cards, I thought for a bit their quite a few songs, I'm planning on publishing but I'm not finished and I need some people for it.

"Yes, I do have some new songs in future that I'm gonna produce, but I need to finish them and then their most probably gonna be in English. "I said nodding.

" That's great, I can't wait to hear them and have your written any songs in some of the languages you know besides Korean and English? "I thought for a bit and chuckled slightly.

" I wrote a song in French, but it was actually quite stupid, it was about the river Seine in France. It was called Le Seine and I. " I chuckled sadly. The song was actually quite stupid. ( No it isn't, I love the song ≥3≤)

" I'm sure the armies would love to hear, you sing in French or any language to be exact . So do you think we'll hear La Seine and I, anytime soon ?" Lola asked curiously. I tilted my head to the side.

" Je ne sais pas, je ne suis pas sûr( I don't know, I'm not sure) " I said in French. I sound really French, when I speak the language. I couldn't help but give a small smile.

" Wow, that's a really good accomplishment, I really hope to hear the song, anyways on with the questions, who of you would get a tattoo and what would it be? "Lola smiled, the boys shifted their eyes towards me when RM translated it. Lola noticed and looked at me questioningly.

"Do you have a tattoo? "Lola asked me curiously . I bit my lip.

" I have one " I said biting my lip awkwardly, but how has she not found out, I wear crop tops almost all the time And ones that most of the time reveal my shoulder. Lola looked at me surprised.

" Where is it ? What is it ? "She kept rambling questions.

" There under here The one under is of just patterns and a lotus flower ." I explained. She nodded. I love my tattoos and there's no way in hell, I am getting another one. I don't want to mention the Jungkook tattoo it's too personal and I don't want everyone to know about it, I love it too much.

" Who else has a tattoo and wants one? "RM translated. Our attention all went to Jungkook. We didn't want to say anything about Jimin's one because it's kinda personal, so we didn't mention him. Jungkook smiled awkwardly . Lola looked at questioningly.
( Please comment if you believe that Jimin has the tattoo, I personally in my opinion do believe he has the tattoo he just doesn't want to mention it and it's personal for him. Which I completely understand why:)))

" I would get one of Jeon Yn, on my uhmm jeon-wan ( forearm). " I blushed.

" Jeon-wan means forearm. " I translated. I couldn't believe it, he was actually gonna do it. I didn't mind if he didn't do. Lola giggled at my face.

Timeskip to Hotel ~

I had already changed, into Jungkook's shirt and pajama shorts. I sat on the bed thinking just thinking, my head against the headboard, my legs sprawled all over. I had lyrics and beats bubbling in my head but I ignored them, those words of Nina's were all in my head. Jungkook had entered the room and sighed at me. I was hungry but I don't want to eat . He sat next to me but I just carried on looking at the wall, a face with no emotion whatsoever.

" Are you hungry? I'll go and get you something OK, baby what she said is nothing like I said before just bullsh**. I'm being serious. Please just think about it ,I know it will be hard to change your mind about it but believe me, I've seen your body enough to know that it's pure perfection. " Jungkook said caressing my cheek. I looked at him for a second before nodding a slight pink tint on my cheeks. He sighed kissing my cheek. He left the room and I brought my knees up to me chest in frustration, I want to forget so badly. I want to believe his words so bad, but my mind just won't let me. There's so much going on in my head, it's kinda hard to even think now, lyrics are popping in my head, beats, tunes, what Nina said, what she did, everything, it's... it's...its.... just SO STRESSFUL . I heard a knock at the door.

" Come in. " I said quietly but loud enough for the person to hear. They came in and I saw a sad Jimin with his phone in hand. The screen was lit meaning it was on. He closed the door slightly. He sat on the bed looked down at his phone. I looked at him sadly......something was wrong.

" Yn-ah, I know your sad but is it fine, if I can talk to you? "He asked me sadly. I put my own feelings aside and nodded. He leaned on the headboard.

" Can I not sing? ( You can definitely, I just want to put something in there, that will outline insecurities ,Jimin can sing and dance, they are all so talented, I just wanted to put this moment in .)
I looked at him confused and shook, Jimin is one the best singers, I know.

" Who told you that? Your one Of the best singers, I know, one the best ones yet, better than me. " I asked softly. He sighed and gave me his phone where I saw a twitter comment, it was from a picture of us at the concert on my birthday.

@pinkunicorn ( Fake name)
That Jimin can't sing like...... people are stupid, he can't sing .

I deleted the comment. I looked at him concerned, he looked pretty sad.

" Oppa listen here, you don't listen to what she said. You can sing like nobody's business better than some of the best singers out there of course the others are in there too, your all in the best rank anyways. That girl must be deaf if she can't hear what a beautiful voice of yours, all those haters are deaf if they can't hear what Jungkook, Taehyung, Jin and you have yours voices are all so beautiful and amazing, don't listen to her. She's just talking crap. " I said side hugging him. He smiled at me.

" Really? "He asked me, I nodded confidently.

" Infinity percent, if that's even a thing. " I said giving him a small smile. He smiled and hugged me back. I pat his back.

" Go on oppa, go and eat your food. " I smiled pulling away. He shook his head.

"Your also in the highest rank and you can sing too now. You also need to talk too. I know you. I know your feeling sad. Come tell oppa what's wrong. " Jimin said determined. I brought my knees up to my chest and put my face on my knees. I sighed maybe If I talk to someone it will be better, but I can't talk to Jungkook about it because he'll get extra sad and he'll kill me for thinking such things.

" Oppa what does he see in me? "I asked looking at the wall. My eyes got really teary.

" Who Jungkookie? "Jimin asked sitting just like me.

" Yes. I really don't know what he sees in me, there are much prettier woman out there for him ,much smaller. Much nicer. Much everything. I've known him for years and I still don't know why he loves me, I love him with all my heart, with my everything, how can someone so perfect like him love someone like me. There's woman who are pretty unlike me, who are skinny or have a nice body, unlike me , who are smarter than me.........." I kept rambling on, I hadn't even noticed I was crying really hard, I put my face in my knees and just cried my heart out.. Jimin patted my back saying comforting things.

" Yn-ah, Jungkookie loves you with all his being. He can't love anyone much harder than he loves you. He loves all of you and I'm sure he could name a whole universe full of things he loves about you. Let me tell you this little sis, your so beautiful and Jungkook would say you have nice body, your very smart and your so nice and kind. Tell me princess, who buys us food all the time? "Jimin said patting my back. I rose my hand weakly.

" Who always has time for us and talks to us no matter what? "

" Me. "

" Who can learn a whole language in three days and speak fluently? "

" I can. "

" See, all these things, you are missing about yourself. I'm gonna get Jungkook so you two can talk. " I shook my head quickly.

" No please I beg you don't tell him about this, I don't want him to be sad, I love him too much to see him sad, please promise me Chim? "I begged Jimin, he sighed.

" You have to talk about it but I promise. Love you. " He sighed hugging me. He kissed my cheek before he left. Jungkook came right after Jimin left, he had very glossy eyes . I wiped my tears away. He closed the door.

" You heard didn't you? "I asked quietly, he put the tray of food on the bedside table before he came and sat next me nodding. He made me lie down and look him in the eye. He caressed my cheek.

" Why do say that about yourself? " He asked me sadly. I bit my lip .

" Because it's true, Kookie, you can get someone much better than me. " I said looking down. He sighed.

" There's no one better than you. You should love yourself as much I love you and that's allot. Baby your so beautiful, smart, you have the best personality, your sexy, you have an amazing body, your everything I want and more. You are amazing, why do you say anything different? I love you all of you. " He said looking into my eyes. I felt the tears pool down my face.

" I'm so sorry, Baby, I'll try think different. "I apologized. He sighed bringing me into his chest. I cried againist letting it all out . I hugged him tighter. I cried for a atleast 30 Mins before I stopped.

" You can't try, you must okay, the award show is next week Friday ,are you excited? " Jungkook asked me changing the subject. I nodded into his chest bringing my hand up drawing patterns on his chest.

" And are you gonna perform your heart out like always? Are you gonna show the world what a great performer you are? "He asked looking down at me. I nodded drawing a heart on his chest. I don't want to talk right now, I just want to feel his presence.

" That's it, good girl. Now can you put a real smile on your face? "Jungkook asked me bringing my face up to look at him. I pouted. He giggled softly kissing my cheeks.
" Please baby. "

I gave him a small but real smile. He gave me a bunny smile. So cute ~.

" Let's try keep it on forever, OK, come let's get you to eat, baby. " He smiled lifting me, he got the tray and put it on the side before he lifted me up and put me on his lap, he grabbed the tray and put it on my lap. It was lasagna. It looked really good but I don't want to eat right now, I actually just want to sleep.
Jungkook noticed this and kissed my shoulder smiling.

" Your tired, when you wake up you eat okay? "Jungkook said to me sternly, he put the tray on the side before he laid me down. I wrapped my arms around him and he pulled our bodies closer. He wrapped one arm around me whiles the other was in my hair stroking it softly. I yawned into his chest.

" Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria
Euphoria
Euphoria
Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria

Euphoria
Euphoria
Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria
Euphoria
Euphoria
Close the door now
When I'm with you I'm in utopia" He sang to me softly. I felt my eyes close slowly. I felt him kiss the top of my head.

" I love you ~ " I said before drifting off to dreamland.

3rd Person P.O.V

Jungkook chuckled as he saw Yn fast asleep. He looked at her sleeping form thinking, how could I get so lucky ~

" I promise to do whatever I can to make you feel, how you are beautiful everyday. " Jungkook said rubbing his hands through Yn's hair.

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Hey Guys, I hope you liked this chapter, it took me forever to write but it was worth it. I hope you feel great and happy because you have an amazing body and personality, flaws and all.

Love you ♥~♥~

- Angie

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