The next morning Yoongi sat with Hoseok in the studio. letting the other give his input on the new tunes. Hoseok always had a good ear.

"So, you think I should add one more beat before the instruments overlap.." yoongi mumbled while he made the adjustments. adding the beat like Hoseok suggested. "let's hear it now" he played the part again and their heads bobbed to the music slightly. It indeed sounds better than before.

"and?" Hoseok asked, giving the other a grin like 'I told you'.

"you're genius" yoongi replied without looking at the other. "so i think this is good. i can finalize the instruments now, i'm getting hyped for this. But fuck its so much work" yoongi flopped his head on his arms and groaned. Making music was his passion but he could hate it so much sometimes. it took so much time and effort and so many fails before the song was perfect to his liking.

"You can do it, look at you. already making such good songs. And you got me cheering you on" hoseok patted yoongi's back and chuckled. "Come now, shoulders up and get working, tonight is your free time. you asked me to keep you to your work, so listen to me"

"Yea yea" yoongi was about to stand up and grab his keyboard when his phone notification was heard. Him being always curious to see if it was a text from Jimin immediately looked at the screen.

"what is it?" Hoseok asked to see yoongi's expression change into a worried one.

"its... Jimin" yoongi got up from his seat and began to look around. "i...I have to go. i have to go" he panicked and began searching for his car keys which he left somewhere on the table between the mess. "where are my keys!?"

"here" hoseok took them from behind the laptop. "what's going on? what happened?"

"Jimin hasn't woken up since last night. Taehyung, Jimins friend, asks if I can go in his place. He is in Japan right now" Yoongi felt so worried. What if this was it? it can't be. Yoongi didn't know what happened but it can't be good if Taehyung texts him out of nowhere. "shit no, jiminie"

yoongi rushed to the door and ran out. hoseok following him down the stairs. "im sorry, Hobi. Just do whatever, i don't know when i will be back" yoongi then left the house. He didn't mind hoseok being in his house alone. They've been friends for so long his house was almost Hoseok's house too. He was always welcome to crash or hang out.

But right now he couldn't care about anything else either. all that was on his mind was Jimin, and the painful unknown of what happened.

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"How is Park?" the nurse asked, putting her hair behind her ear before bending over the computer screen of the other nurse.

"Still nothing...." the other nurse replied, shaking her head. Jimin's nurse sighed and put a hand on her forehead.

"okay.....alright" she took a deep breath and walked out of the room. She had seen yoongi enter the hospital a few seconds ago. she should get him right away.

"I-i was asked to come here! what do you mean i can't go!?'' Yoongi said, almost shouting and almost crying. He just wants to see Jimin and make sure he is okay.

"Mr.Min" a familiar woman's voice said. yoongi turned around seeing the nurse that was always with jimin.

"sorry, ninah. He is on request here. let him pass, i will put it in the system correctly" the nurse said and the receptionist nodded. "Mr.min, come with me please"

"gladly" yoongi hurried after her into the white hall. "what happened. how is Jimin, is he okay??"

"He isn't doing well. last night his heart had a lot to endure, we put him on monitor for the night but during the night his heart ...stopped.'' She tried her best to keep it professional and not stutter herself. "we-"

"he what!?" yoongi interrupted her. "no!"

"Please calm down. i have more to say"

"but-"

"We managed to get his heart to beat again but he hasn't woken up yet. His heart seems unstable still, it's fighting but we don't have a clear view yet on when he will be conscious again."

Yoongi felt relieved hearing that Jimin was still alive. even if i wasn't conscious. He doesnt think he can do that already. It's not even been a month, he can't lose him so quick. he had so much to show and give to him. "what...happened"

the nurse halted her steps when they arrived at Jimin's room. "He had been remembering things from his parents and his first years of being sick, he broke down and started screaming, this caused a lot of overwhelming emotions for him with his heart couldn't keep up with and it just.. stopped."

"his...parents?" yoongi didn't really put it as a question. It was more to himself. He did remember asking Jimin about them. Did he cause this to happen? was it....his fault? "can i... see him"

"thats why we called his first contact, Kim Taehyung. but you're allowed to see him too. Seeing the circumstances with Mr.Kim, and you and Jimin. so please, take your time in there, i will give you privacy. if there is anything i can do for you or if you need help. just press the button."

"okay.. thank you" yoongi said and entered the room. It felt....Different, in there. It felt empty and colder than usual.

His eyes moved to the boy laying in bed, his arms over the blanket with the wires hanging down and clipped so they wont knot. It's the first time yoongi had seen him like this.

He didn't think it would hurt like this....

Seeing how serious his condition is. He felt his heart sting and tears dreading to fall from his eyes. "Jimin?" he asked softly. He would have expected a reply, but he knew he probably won't get any.

He just didn't realize it like that, until the boy did not show any sign of movement to his name being called. "Jimin, it's Yoongi hyung.....I'm here, it's just me" he approached the bed. He had no idea how to act or what to say. He didn't even know if Jimin was listening or if he was completely out. He didn't like it.

He thought this was a relief since he was alive. But he didnt see this as 'alive'.He wasn't moving, he wasn't responding, he wasn't talking...Just...Nothing. Only his chest rose and fell slowly, and the beeps of his heartbeat. The only things showing he was alive.

But will he wake up?

When?

Yoongi doesn't want to think about the bad outcome. He shook his head and sat down on the chair next to the bed. Shoving himself closer so he could hold Jimin's wired hand. Being careful not to touch the attachments.

"I was waiting for a reply today....I didn't think I would receive such a message...I didn't think I would be here today." Yoongi decided to just talk. He doesn't want to sit in this heavy painful silence listening to the monitor beeps. "I really love you Jimin, I hope you will be alright. the doctor didn't tell me when you will wake up. You will soon right?'' Yoongi never thought he would be talking to someone like this. He never would have wanted to, but love is a strange thing. And now he was in a situation he never thought he would be in.
"I'm sorry I am here instead of Taehyung, but Taehyung is in Japan for work. He wasn't able to fly here so quick. So he asked me to come instead..... I hope it's okay.... Ugh i hate talking like this."

Yoongi was getting frustrated at this. That he had to talk to Jimin when he had just seen him alive at his house. They just had such fun together. They cuddled and shared stories. But now... It also made him realize how fragile Jimin was. How serious the sickness was. His life was not in his control anymore, it could be over any moment.

Then the silence was broken by a kock on the door, opened by a doctor. "Are you Min. Yoongi?" he asked.

"thats me..."

"We have news about Jimin." he looked at the two before continuing. "We expect him to wake up tonight or tomorrow. He is showing more activity, slow but steady."

"oh thank god" yoongi sniffled and rested his head against Jimin's arm while holding his hand.

"He is a fighter mr.Min hes been holding on for so long. He still has some time to live" the doctor smiled. He had left the room short after.

Yoongi spent all the time he was allowed to, waiting in Jimin's room. Maybe.. Just maybe he would have woken up sooner. Sadly it didn't happen and he had to go home.

"i will be back tomorrow as soon as possible, alright." yoongi placed a soft kiss on Jimin's forehead and left the room without a smile.

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Thank you for reading! M sorry if there are a lot of errors in there. I had to edit it without bot correction, i couldn't use my pc today. And my reading is absolute ass. So i apologize if there were strange typos or anything 😭

See you in the next chapter
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