DENIAL
No. 2

Only been days since she said it's over
Now I want another girl to move closer
I think I need some serious repairs
Can I sink any lower?
I wish to be a loner
But God doesn't listen to my prayers
How could I maintain my composure,
If I wasn't commiserated with a closure?
From my previous love affairs
I wasn't addicted before I met her,
Now I'm not sure if I've ever been sober
I've come here tonight so unprepared

I don't even know your name,
But if I did, it wouldn't change
The way my heart is beating for you
What happens to my brain?
There's no way I can explain
Why does it feel like I'm see-through?
Winning you is a confidence game,
I want to be in your hall of fame
But the semi-final, I cannot get through
So before I would go insane,
I'll unseal a bottle of champagne
Maybe then I can avoid the tissues

H.M. 2022. 07. 09.