A little interlude in the chaos.

Music:

"Thinking out loud" Ed Sheeran (Waking up)

"Stay with me, baby" Lorraine Ellison

"Happily" One Direction (In the shower)

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"NIIIIAAALLL"

A loud banging followed the yell. Niall blowed out his breath heavily, I felt it against the back of my head. "Cover your ears, love," he said with a gruff morning voice. I did and it was a good thing.

"LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" He yelled back at the door. I heard a soft laughter and then: "No can do, we are stuck in this house for a reason, remember?"

Niall groaned while sneaking his hand under my t-shirt. Or his t-shirt, to be correct. I pressed my behind closer to him to tell him I liked it; I was too tired to speak. Even though things had gotten worse last night, I had a sense of relief. I'd told Niall about my past, and I had admitted to myself about the growing feelings I had for him. No need to tell him, as I knew he would be out of my life in a couple of months. The danger I was in, and this heroic behaviour from Niall made it easier to believe there was deep feelings involved. As for now, I was just going to enjoy it. I especially enjoyed what he was doing right now, his mouth kissing a trail down my shoulder as his hand played with my breast. He took one strutting nipple and rolled it gently between his fingertips and I let out a small moan. Behind me I felt his length pressing against me and I couldn't help rubbing myself along it. He shifted a bit and his warm tongue tasted my neck, a shudder ran through me and he gave a small, intimate laugh. I reached back and fumbled with the lining of his boxer but managed to get my hand in to feel him. He was like steel in my hand, warm steel. "Caro..." he didn't finish what he had planned to say, instead he moved the hand from my boobs. When he felt my wetness, he gave a guttural sound. I spread my legs some to give him easier access, and his body moved in a rocking motion.

"NIALL, for goodness's sake." Louis was agitated. I giggled with regret evident. But then, like an angel appearing from Heaven, we heard Liam's voice. "Give him 15 minutes, they had a rough night." He raised his voice. "15 minutes, loverboy." Silence.

Niall yanked down my pants and lifted the t-shirt some. I started undressing him at the same time; luckily, he was only in his boxers. He pressed me to the matrass and got on top of me, I opened my legs unconsciously and he stopped just inches from me. I lifted my hips to get him to enter, but he pulled back. "I need a condom," I rolled my eyes, how could I forget. Stupid me, wanting him so much I forgot all about common sense. He jumped off the bed and found one in the bed stand. Niall then sat on his knees between my legs and rolled it slowly on while keeping his eyes locked to mine. I swear I was dripping. He kissed his way back to me and my skin got goosebumps wherever his mouth touched me. He kissed me like it was the first and last time, but I had no time for that. I wanted him, the blood boiled in my veins and he had barely touched me. I raised my hips a bit and felt the tip of him right on my spot. Rocking towards him, the smell of him all around me, I told him to fuck me. "I like it when ye beg, love." He smiled with glazed eyes. "Beg some more." I shook my head, refusing. He let his penis glide over the length of my opening and a small "please" came through my lips.

"Just like that. Please what?"

Instead of answering, I kissed him aggressively. He gave a playful "au" when I bit him. Bending my back, I got him positioned at my entrance. I hooked my right leg around him and pressed him inside me. "Holy fuck!" Niall breathed when he felt my warm body wrap around him. "Please fuck me." I met him on the way and our bodies moved like we'd did this a million times before but had forgotten how it felt like. This was intense, I tried to keep my eyes open, drowning in his eyes.

When had it ever felt like this?

He kept a steady rhythm, harsh breathing the only sound that came out of our mouths. Fucking me, he kissed me tenderly, and it messed with my heart. I took a hold of his hair and yanked. He stopped kissing me but picked up speed. My right hand glided over his shoulder and I pressed against his chest, feeling his chest-hair under my palm. His heart beat furiously, and a flash image of the heart from yesterday flew through my brain. "Oh no, not now." I thought to myself. To distract me, I looked down and watched how our bodies worked together. "Look at me love, what do you want?" I gasped by the intensity, "Nothing. Just this. Just you." Pounding into me, I tried to meet him thrust by thrust, but it was so much. "Stay with me, baby." Niall took my hand and held in his own, over his heart. I bended my knees some so I could get more leverage and worked my way up and down his dick. "That's it, you're fucking unbelievable, please come with me, baby" He moaned out the words, sweat gathering on his face. I used my middle finger to rub my clit, seeing that Niall was close. Giving up, I closed my eyes. I felt a sharp pain on my clavicle but didn't care. I was getting there, my breathing had turned to small yelps, unable to be silent. Niall's hand took a hold of the sheet and grabbed it with his fingers. The visual was so sexy and it was the thing I needed. I felt myself pulsating around him and Niall cast his head back in pleasure. "Babe, you're mine, I need you to come for me." I needed to come for myself, before I would be swallowed by this wave that was threatening to drown me. I don't know what sounds my mouth made when I came, not a language known to men, I tell you. Niall groaned by the sound and closed his own eyes when he saw I was peaking. He finished off with some un-coordinated thrusts and sank into me, shivering from pleasure. "Please, stay with me," he mumbled into my neck. I smiled, tired. "I'm right here."

"I mean, don't go back to Lewis. Stay here. With me. I can't get anything done, not knowing you are safe."

I didn't answer, my body screamed yes, but my brain said "No, no, let's think about this."

"Cruel of you to ask me this, right after a wake-up call from Heaven."

He didn't respond to my distraction tactic, just raised an eyebrow. I moved under him to get him to let me loose. I felt empty when he rolled off and sat on the edge. Curling up, I heard him standing up to toss the condom. Without coming back to the bed, he got in the shower.

Staying here meant I always had people around me, they even had security here. I was closer to work, so I didn't have to be afraid on the bus. And Niall was here.

But staying here also meant that I would put Niall AND the others in danger. I was in serious danger for falling for Niall, this would definitely not help. I didn't know what to do. Falling in love had been easy before, because all the guys I had fallen for had ended up being complete douchebags, so it was a no- brainer to let them go. Niall was not that.

I stood from the bed and turned to the door. Grabbing my clothes from yesterday, I opened the door. The steam hit my face and Niall swore when I surprised him in the shower. I pushed him away from the hot water and let it soak me.

"Wash my back, please?"